I'm writing this on my phone in 4th hour.
Guys suck.
One minute they make you cry
And the next you forgive them and go on
It's bullshit.
My friend ((unnamed)) was having boy trouble and then she forgives him even after he made her cry. She's in too many relationships. Too many guys. Too much hurt. I hate seeing her cry. It happens too often.
I'm scared to post some things now
My bf has access to this
He'll see it
I'll be in trouble
Whatever.
I'll keep it in until I explode I guess
We bought a house. Idk. That might be important.
I hate feeling like this.
I want to be alone
I'm drained emotionally
I can't even make myself care anymore
Whatever I guess.
-j
