It happened.
im newly single.
maybe writing it down now will help me cope in the long run
theres a lot of things running around in my head right now
i feel almost disconnected, from what, im not sure
im listening to depressing twenty one pilots so i can grieve and cope or some shit
i might disappear completely for awhile
idk what im doing
this is the worst thing ive lost
hes the worst thing ive lost
maybe ill delete this later
like the whole account
idk
ig i have to take it one step at a time
just get through now
0/10 would not recommend
ill just sit in self pity and despair for a bit
welp if you read this (even though i suggested not to) then i love you, i probably always will and i have 1 request. dont go back to izzy, i'd question your mental health at that point.
i think thats it for now
edit-
i wish this to be a fucked up nightmare
i want to wake up
i want to be happy
i hate feeling empty
1.5 ish weeks til it wouldve been 3 months
warped tour was gonna be our 3 month
now warped will just be closure