(I wrote this a couple weeks ago but still, have it)
I havent listened to Anthony Amorim's music in a while. When i did it was all depressed listening.
I am now listening to him again. I feel whole
i feel much better
my bf is so confused cause i cant explain to him good
ive found myself again and its thrilling
i know what i want
i know what i gotta do
i cant be shy about it
i gotta get what i want and not give a shit
im floating again even if just momentarily
this is a sort of high i miss
i never feel whole anymore so this is great
i love this
why isnt this always
i am bursting with feelings
i need some way to get this out
i wish i could go back outside in nowhere and look at the stars with my mans
the piercing cold
the bright stars against a blue-black sky
as my shivers get more violent
i want to be there
i want christmas to mean something to me again
i want this all the time
i dont want to leave my bubble here
itll pop soon
itll be followed by an extreme low
always does
im prepared
no sharp things
no long long alone time tomorrow
