Okay so,,,,
I'm moved... to the 'burbs.
I'm doing long distance with my boyfriend...... he's probably reading this. Hi boyfriend!
Just before I left I saw my old friend downtown so of course I texted him (lets call him Asshole) . We've been slowly catching up. We were practically bff's my freshman and his junior year, I, of course, had a tiny crush on him but it never went anywhere. Our younger brothers played t-ball together so we spent a lot of time at the park together. Like i ditched girl scouts for this kid (it was actually good in the long run cause gs treated me like shit). So we got really close and he knew all my secrets and little things. (I just looked him up in my yearbook and god i miss freshman year.) I felt like he understood, and we came from similar backgrounds and he showed me so much about the park and myself. We had french together that year and it was messy. Both of us sucked at it but somehow we both passed, it helped having someone else that was clueless too. He helped me be myself and fuck everyone else. It was crucial to my growing. I thought he was hot shit, he always wore a beat up leather jacket and he was a bit intimidating but soft inside. I saw a lot of emotion that wasn't hate, and honestly I don't regret any of what happened. He was there for me the first time I had dated my bff and never judged. We slowly lost touch. I congratulated him when he graduated but that was the last we really talked... til now.
But this was the past. And no matter how close I get to him it won't go beyond friends. I'd like to be close to him again cause he's a great friend. But that's it.
{also he will grow out his beard.... unlike someone else........ *glares*}
~And of course my boy went all extra-dom on me and honestly it's a tad scary~
ahhhhhh
Okay see yalls later
(Asshole hated when i talked like that so now i'll do it more muahahaha)
~~edit: changed his name to asshole for the fun of it XD (and i'm letting him see this. oof)~~
