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Thought #3 Best Friends Forever

(A/N: Ito pong thought #3 di po siya poem. Gusto ko lang po ikwento at ilabas yung nasa loob ko. ^-^)

"New Classmates, New Life, New Journey and Fresh start."

Sometimes sobrang nalulungkot ako kasi balang araw lahat ng tao iiwan ka di ka man iiwan pero aalis. Like kahit anong gawin mong pagpilit wala ka nang magagawa. Sabi nga nila everything happens with a reason. We just need to accept the truth that nothing is permanent in this world. Lahat nagbabago, even people, they change. I remember this quote na everytime na naririnig ko or nababasa nalulungkot ako.

"Don't get too attached to people because just like season they change."

Yes, people are like season they always change. And that change can hurt you so bad or can kill you inside.

I remember and of course I will never forget this. When I'm was a 6th grader someone asked me.

"What does friendship mean to you?"

"Friendship? Do you mean my friends?

My Friends are like flaming fire that can burn your soul.Cold Water that can make your heart froze. Ocean Waves that can drown you in sadness and happiness. And shinning star that lights you at your darkest night.

My friends have both dark side and bright side. But I don't look at it. I accept them for who they are. And I Love them... I love them just the way they are.

You know my friends are like armors. They will protect me from sharp words that can kill me. They're like umbrella and rain coat that will protect me from destructive storms.

They're my love ones. They're very special to me and close to my heart. But one thing that I know. I will love them endlessly and I will never forget them or regret them because once upon a time they were exactly what I needed."

"Wow so deep" He answered

I know for me, a 6th grader student, it's unbelievable that I already know these kind of things.

"Do you know why it's deep? Because my friends are deep. Their love is deep..."

My eyes started to get swallow and watery. I don't want to cry but I can't stop it. My tears started to fall. They fall like waterfalls. And the tears that falls are like endless sea, they never end just like my love...my endless love for my special friends...

"You know from the bottom of my heart I really miss them... I'll always love them, loving them and loved them. Even when they can't remember me or forget me. I'll always love them. Because... Because they're my family. They're my home."

"You know child. I didn't expect that this will be your answer. I thought that you"ll just say that your friends are important. But you know I realized one thing about you."

"What is it?" I replied

" I realized that... That you can't unlove someone. Now matter how hard you try, It will never work. It's just someone will love you
greater and that love will defeat the love that you have given."

I didn't answer him. I can't speak because i'm crying too much that I can't almost breathe.

I wiped my tears and finally speak up again for the last time.

"I will say this to you. If someone means something to you. Show them, express your feelings for them. Tell them that you love them before it's too late. Because I don't what you to regret it. You know regretion sucks it can almost kill you. I don't want you to feel that because that's what I'm really feeling right now.
And I think I'm dying because of it... I'm dying insides..."

After I said those words to him. I walked away. I walked away because I can't handle the pain. The pain that kills me inside. The pain inside my heart and my head. The pain that I'm going through. The ENDLESS PAIN!

Thanks po sa mga nagbabasa! God Bless!
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