Today was our first day of work.
It was uneventful.
Well at least for me. She basically had me on the couch and took care of me all day. I tried to get up and she would attack me with her words. All day all I heard was...
"Honey, lay down, you need to rest yourself."
" No, no I can get that for you stay there!"
"Don't strain yourself too much darling that's bad for the baby!"
ALL DAY LONG!
I get it, I'm pregnant. I still can use my legs without dying though! When I looked to Tyrece for help he would just agree.
Can you believe this?
I am carrying his child and he agreed with her?
At least I now know who he stands by. Knowing this later could have made me sad instead of the flaming ball of fury I am right now. I'm an ugly cryer so being sad could ruin my image...literally. I look like a hippo who felt guilty over eating the leftovers that someone was saving.
It's disgusting.
We are on our way back home. His dad and mom let us use the car today to get to work since they are both of today.
"Evie? What are you mad about?" He said resting his hand on my leg.
If only he knew what was behind the gates the wouldn't have opened them. That one question opened to a flood that will probably take him out.
" What am I mad about?" I said my eye twitching crazily. I laughed like a maniac. " I got a job to do actually work and I did nothing! And instead of siding with me that I should be doing something you agreed with her !! You just wanted me to lay down the whole day without actually earning anything she gave me!" By that time I was screaming and probably every house could here me as we drives by. The best thing was his face. He looked just about ready to pee his pants when he took a look at the door to hell he opened.
"Why are you so mad?" He whispered. Must have thought I couldn't here over my heavy breathing.
He was wrong.
"Why am I so mad?! Because to have a job is to actually work for money! What happened today was me lay on her couch and she hand me money for it! When I said no, you took it 'for me' you little..." Before I finished I shut up and sent the demon that possessed me to it's cave. It did enough for today.
By the look on his face, he got the message. He stayed quiet and didn't say a word the rest of the way home.
Soo...
I know today wasn't all his fault...I guess, but he knows how much I wanted to do something today.
*Flashback*
We were in the car and headed to work.
" Ooh, I'm so excited! I can't wait to do some work!" As I said this, I was basically bouncing in my seat.
He looked at me and chuckled, " I never knew someone as excited as you are to work."
"This will be my first real job. The first real grown up thing I've ever done ever!"
"Just tell me you won't strain yourself too hard. The adrenaline you seem to have may make you forget that you have to be careful." He said glancing at me with worry in his eyes.
" I wont, Tyrece, I promise not to push my limits and if I do feel tired it weak I'll take a break, okay?" I leaned on him and looked him right in the eye.
" Okay." He said and gave me a kiss in the forehead.
*Flashback over*
He knew, but he still did that anyway. He let me get pushed to the couch and just sit all day. Knowing how excited I was to work and you know what? He even kept me on the couch some times to. He would say sit down and don't make the woman run around after me. He made me feel bad about getting up so I just stayed down.
I started to cry a little.
"Hey, Evie, what's wrong?" He put his hand on my leg again.
"Get off me." I said still upset.
"Wha-"
"Get off!" I said and pushed his hand off me.
I saw we were at home and got out the car and ran inside.i went straight to the room and locked the door.
Everyone was banging on the door soon enough, but I just ignored them.
I fell asleep crying that night. I know it sounds stupid, but I want to actually help out. I don't want to just be that person who sits around doing nothing . And this was for my plan. I don't want someone else funding it. I want to do something in my own for once.
Then I got another plan.
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Hello Lovelies,
It is so nice to meet up once again! I finally kept my promise. Woohoo! I am on fire this week. I just want to say howdy and ask how everyone's day is going. Good or bad I want to know, let us just be normal people for once, you know? Tell me whatever you want guys! And how did you like this chapter. It was very angry, don't you think?
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