Why can't I be with him?

Today is THE day...

Today, Tyrece and I, plan to have sex for the first time. I am so nervous. It's a weekend so we don't have school and also his family left early to the market. We would be alone all day.

The market was faraway so they would stay at a friend's and return the next morning.

We had planned to encounter the situation in the afternoon.

We waited hours and have breakfast and lunch. Then finally we had dinner and headed towards the room.

I had asked him to take it slowly because I wanted it to be special.

We started to kiss and slowly undress each other. When we were finally fully naked, he pressed his body against mine. He was big! I started to get scared contemplating how much it would hurt. He noticed the frightened look I had and stopped.

"What's wrong?" He asked pulling me closer and snuggling his head in the crook of my neck.

"Y-you're big!" I whispered to him.

At that he started to chuckle a little.

"Don't laugh at me!" I snapped pushing him away.

He stopped laughing instantly and pulled me towards him. He layed me down and layed on top of me.

"I'm sorry..." He said with a face that told me he sincerely felt bad for it.

"It's okay." I said looking up at him.

After that he started to kiss my neck gently with me in his arms. It felt nice. He switched the position we were in so that he was on top of me. We started to slowly kiss and he would grind his hips on mine.

Then I felt him start to enter me.

It hurt the more he went in and my eyes started to tear. We both knew this would probably happen.

Tyrece slowly wiped my tears away and finally was fully inside of me. It felt better than before.

Leaned in his forearms and looked me straight in the eyes. I did the same back. After a couple seconds we smiled at each other.We finally did it! And just like that we lost our virginity.

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*After*

We layed in the bed breathless. We had done it over and over again. Everytime it started to hurt less. We stopped only when we could barely move.

Now we were just laying there looking at each other.

"So, was it good for you?" He asked.

"It was amazing, was it good for you?" I said feeling a little nervous of his answer.

" It was the best thing ever! Better than chicken, promise!" He said seriously making burst out in laughter.

"What?"

" Why did you compare that to chicken!?" I said still laughing.

" Because it's crazy good!"

I just continued laughing.

After an hour of talking, I realised something.

" Hey." I said getting Tyrece's attention.

"What?" He said snuggling into my backside.

"Where's the condom?" I said starting to look for it so I could throw it out.

I turned around just as his eyes widened.

"Damn it!" He said to himself.

"What?" I asked confused.

" Evie, when I tell you this don't panic."

"What is it, Tyrece?" I said getting scared.

" I forgot to put one on." He said so low I almost didn't hear it.

I froze.

" What do you mean by that?" I said in denial.

That couldn't be true, right? No, what am I saying he is probably trying to just make me panic.

I started laughing.

" That's funny, Tyrece!" I said smiling.

"Evie, I'm not kidding." He said.

I looked at his face and saw he was dead serious about what he said.

At that moment I screamed and then...

everything went black.