I Wanna Talk Tonight

Chapter 6-Present Day

Liam and Noel had been out in America touring, ever since they got their record deal I barely see them anymore. When I do see them there's always an awkwardness for me since I'd slept with both of them, they always look at me like they want to go at it again which I wouldn't be opposed but it's hard. It was hard liking two people who you'd been so close with your whole life and they were brothers, I didn't want to be the one who tore them apart or even the band apart; Recently Noel rang me saying he'd quit the band and jetted of to San Francisco to meet a girl from one of their shows. It kinda bothered me that he would just drop everything for a random girl in another country who would probably just use him. Liam rang me when they couldn't find Noel and he said that he'd booked me a ticket since I guess Noel tends to listen to me (Liam's words not mine) , Noel wouldn't listen to me he's always been the type to do what ever the fuck he wants which I wanted it left at, but I took the flight out to California at Liam's request; Noel doesn't know I'm here. I arrived at the hotel where they were staying, Liam was there to greet me and also loads of paparazzi which was weird, I've never had my picture taken unless it was a family photo or a school photo; "Cunts aren't they" Liam says to me "Yeah, like do they always follow you 'round like that?" I ask, Liam nods "fuck yeah they do, it's annoyin'" he says and flips them off. One of the hotel men took my bags and took me to my room with Liam in tow with us, it was good to see him and we had a lot to catch up on I was so curious to hear how he liked America and if there were any crazy things that had happened. I mean I knew of crazy fan stories since they were so big in England still but American's were always wilder. We got to my room and Liam came in with me to check it out, he sat on the bed and asked me to sit with him so I did, he cupped my face and began kissing me. I was shocked at first but I didn't push him away, it felt right; He pulled away and smiled at me "Sorry," he says "I had to do that" "it's okay, I didn't mind" I reply "So why am I here, Liam?" I ask. Liam sighs and gets up off the bed "Noel has just been so fucking unruly lately," he begins explaining "and you're all he can ever seem to talk about so I just thought I'd be good for him to see you." Should I admit it to Liam that the week after we had sex that me and Noel ended up going at it? I mean, it was now or never; "Liam, I think I know why he won't shut up about me."