I Wanna Talk Tonight

Chapter 36-Right or Wrong

Of course this happened. I ran back into the room locking myself in the bathroom, I couldn't stand looking at either Noel or Liam right now not that I didn't need time to think about things because my heart was with Liam and I knew that I was going to marry him no matter what but I didn't want to be the one to tear them up as brothers. The hours went by since everything happened, I heard another screaming match go on between the boys but I didn't interveen once. Liam had come to the door multiple times pleading me to come out but I wouldn't, why would I? Just so they could make me choose who I wanted to be with, no this wasn't a choice I wanted to make; It was Liam all along. Noel had always been there for me in many ways that Liam never could have been and I'll forever be grateful to him for all those times but I don't think that I could ever possibly love him like I have fallen in love with Liam. "Ivy, please come out" Liam knocks on the door once again, I got up and cracked the door open "Just come in to talk" I say hiding behind it, he obliges and walks in me locking the door behind him so Noel didn't come in; "Noel left to get another room" Liam says "Good" I reply sitting on the counter "So are we just not gunna talk about that?" Liam says "Liam what is there to say?" I ask throwing my hands up "Yeah, I love you both so fucking much but Noel needs to realise that it's you, it always has been you and I don't want this to spoil our engagement or ruin what you guys have in Oasis" I explain. Tears began to run down my cheeks, I had cried for hours now that I didn't think I had any left but nope I still had loads left in me it seemed. I could tell Liam didn't know how to respond to that "I always thought you'd end up with neither me or Noel, you'd eventually get tired of us and move on" Liam says "How can I when there's been so much shit go on between us?" I say. After awhile of talking things out, Liam and I decided to take a break for awhile; it was mainly my idea but I didn't want his relationship with Noel to be ruined because of me nor have Oasis breakup because of me. Hopefully I'd made the right choice.