I Wanna Talk Tonight

Chapter 25- Karma?

"Come home with me Ivy" Noel whispers, we were still sat on this random park bench in Manchester where I had ran off when finding Liam with another girl in the dressing room uh it still hurts to think about it; the idea of leaving with Noel was intriguing "I can't go with you, Noel" I reply looking up to him as I pulled away from his grasp, he always knew how to comfort me. Noel furrowed his eyebrows at me then placing his hand on my knee "I'll get us a motel room, no one has to know" He whispers now leaning in toward me for a kiss, I wanted to push him away but I couldn't because honestly I missed his touch and his lips would just set me right off, of course I melted right in. We began making out on this park bench and for some reason I felt a weight lifted off my shoulders. Noel pulled away and gave me his devilish smirk "What'ya say, Ivy?" He asks "I want to Noel, I really do but Liam" I reply looking back down, it hurt like hell seeing Liam with someone else like I didn't think I was that bad of a girl to have around and Liam wanted to be with me! Or so I thought all this time, maybe it was karma trying to tell me something like maybe Noel was the one I was suppose to be with it was all so confusing but I needed to figure this shit out with Liam. Noel sighs and stands up offering me his hand "let's get you back to Liam then" he says as we began to walk back to the venue "actually, do you mind walking me back home? For old times sake" I say smiling at him, Noel smiles back and nods so we began walking back to mine and Liam's flat and it was just like old times we had completely forgotten about our drama and Liam for that fact it was just about us right now. We arrive back at the flat only to see Liam sitting on the front step dragging off his cigarette "Stay with me" I whisper to Noel scared of what was about to happen, he nods and we walk up to Liam "Hey kid" Noel calls to him quickly looking up as soon as Liam spots us he jumps up "Ivy, I've been so worried" Liam says "Yeah I'm sure you're very concerned about me" I snap "Babe it was a mistake" he replies, I roll my eyes and cross my arms not 'aving any of what he saying, I know it's all lies. This confidence I had right now was weird, usually right about now I'd be balling my eyes out and Liam would some how sweet talk me into bed but probably Noel's pissed off energy was rubbing off on me, I liked it. Noel stood beside me dragging on his now lit cigarette sorta giggling at the situation Liam darts his eyes toward him "and why the fuck are you laughing?" Liam says to him "well, you're fucking lying to her is why" Noel replies "Lying?" I say to Noel "Yeah, he's been shagging her for months now he just didn't want you to find out" Noel says "Wow Liam, just wow" that's all I could say to him and now the tears were falling "Fuck off Noel, you don't even have a clue!" Liam snaps at him. "You shut the fuck up, Liam you're just upset because he's right!" I yell at him, now I was done so I walked passed both of them unlocking the door "You can stay at your mum's tonight, come by in the morning and we can discuss it more then" I say slamming the door then falling down to the floor, I was so weak I couldn't stand anymore now I was heavily crying, why me?