I Wanna Talk Tonight

Chapter 26-You and I

The next morning came by quick, I had fell asleep on the couch crying pretty much until I fell asleep then I woke up still in my clothes from the night before. Quickly I ripped my clothes off and jumped in the shower to refresh myself for probably more tears to come when Liam came by, I hadn't really made a proper decision if I was leaving him or not I mostly just wanted to know why he would do it in the first place obviously our relationship wasn't in as good of a place as I had thought. I walked down the stairs in my comfy clothes and as I walked into the living room there Liam was sitting there with his guitar and a piece of paper, "What are you doing?" I say "I've been up all night writing you a song" He replies showing me the paper, great another song about me. I sat on the other couch we had opposite the one he was sat on "aren't you gunna sit with me?" He questions as I sit down "nope" I reply crossing my arms waiting to hear what this song was. Liam's face drops to a frown then he begins strumming and singing:
Maybe I don't really wanna know
How your garden grows cos I just want to fly
Lately, did you ever feel the pain?
In the morning rain as it soaks you to the bone
Maybe I just want to fly I want to live I don't want to die
Maybe I just want to breathe maybe I just don't believe
Maybe you're the same as me we see things they'll never see you and I
were gonna live forever
He stops and looks up toward me for my opinion, "You wrote that?" I ask "Yeah, what'ya think?" Liam replies, I'd give it to him it was a beautiful song but if he thinks this is how he's gunna win me back it wasn't going to fucking work. I shrugged my shoulders nodding "Yeah, it was alright" not giving him much satisfaction, Liam sighs setting down the guitar then he comes over to my couch placing himself beside me "Do you hate me?" He asks "Well, you aren't one of my favourite people right now but I'd never hate you Liam" I reply "I dunno why I did it and I dunno why I never thought of how it'd make you feel" he says placing his hand over mine but I push him away, I couldn't even look at him it was painful enough. He sighs again rubbing the back of his neck "Ivy please, give me somethin'" he pleads "Okay, how 'bout sure I'll forgive you but if I ever fucking ever catch you doing that again I'm done with you for good" I snap not giving into him anymore I've done it too many times and I was getting tired of it so this was my last chance to him, "okay, I'm sorry Ivy I really do love you" he says, I just nod. Liam scoots a little closer toward me this time I don't shove him away "can I kiss you?" He asks, I turn toward him and let him kiss me, I melted into him I couldn't resist it him and Noel were such good kissers it was hard not too just melt like butter when they kissed me, we both pulled away then hugged eachother tightly I hope this never happens again.