I Wanna Talk Tonight

Chapter 13-The morning after

I woke up tangled in the sheets of Noel's bed, but I don't remember how I got here or why the fuck I was in here; what the fuck happened last night? Everything was a blur but obviously things were fine if I stayed at their house last night. Noel was still fast asleep beside me so I decide to creep out to see what Liam was up too, I made it to his door and it was opened just a crack so I opened it to see him snuggled in bed fast asleep as well. I didn't hesitate I just sat on the edge of his bed watching him, was it weird yeah probably but I didn't care; I couldn't imagine life without either him or Noel they meant so much to me. I didn't stay long just because Noel would probably wonder where I got too, just before I got out of the room I heard Liam say "Ivy? What are you doing in here?" I turn back around smiling "I was just seeing if you were awake, I didn't mean to bug you" I say softly "Oh yeh, now you're just gunna go back to fucking Noel" He snaps pulling his blankets over his face, I furrowed my brow confused "what do you mean?" I ask "Like you actually don't remember what happened" He says "I actually don't, I was pretty sloshed last night if I'm honest" I reply back. Liam sits up quick glaring at me "You left me there in the middle of the street to go have a shag with Noel, Ivy" he explains. Oh fuck, now it's all coming back, I knew there was no way I could really show how sorry I was and Liam was so god damn stubborn he wouldn't listen to me anyway. "Yeah I guess I did" I reply "That's all you have to say?" Liam asks angrily "Well you won't accept it if I said sorry and we didn't even shag anyway, I wasn't in the mood after that whole thing when we left" I explain, he didn't reply he just lied back down grunting. Yeah I fucked up but it's life and I was in a really tough spot right now having to pick between two guys who meant a lot to me, I didn't know if I love loved them yet but I'm sure sooner or later I'd figure it out. I didn't want to bother him anymore so I walked back into Noel's room, he was still asleep so I crawled back in placing my head on his chest and curling around his body; his breathing was steady and calm, a tear slipped from my eye and landed on his chest, I wiped it away causing him to stir and wake up; He gave me his cute Noel Gallagher smile "Hi love" he whispers kissing my head "Hi" I reply keeping my head on his chest and wiping the tears away from my eyes, "Y'alright?" He asks me lifting my head so I was now looking at him, 'Yeah, I'm good just allergies" I reply, luckily he bought it when really it was about him and his brother.