Courage, Dear Heart (Liskook ff)

(51) Bad Blood to Mad Love

LISA's POV

"Tzuyu?" I called to her quietly. Voices carried in these great halls. She paused for a moment but she didn't utter a single word to me.

"Can we talk?" I added, hoping that this time she'll respond. But still no words from her.

"I heard you keep on skipping your meals and I felt little worried about you" I tried to start the conversation.

"Worried? Stop acting like a kind person Lisa, cause you're truly not!" she yelled, sadness and anger filled her eyes.

"Tzuyu..." I uttered.

"How dare you to take Jungkook away from me!"

"You know I don't. You just also used him in the first place" I blurted out the truth.

"Huh, so you're stalking my past life. And what now? You're going to tell him?!"

"Calm down Tzuyu. I won't tell him of course. I just want to talk to you because I want to apologize. That's all"

"Better keep your words. If you tell him and he finds out, I will never ever forgive you"

"I won't. I promise just please forgive me. Forgive him. You just both committed the same mistake."

"Yes we just both did the same mistake but why did he successfully retrieve you? While in my case, I can't and will never be!"

"Tzuyu, you need to accept some things even if you don't want to" I tried to enlighten her mind.

"Easy to say cause you don't know how it feels to be fooled and be used by someone. Maybe my friends were right, that Jungkook is my karma. And if that so, I want you to become his."

"How can you say that"

"This universe liked to hurt me and sent no one to love me so you can't blame me if I'm like this"

"Do you really love Jungkook?" I asked her. I just really want to know the truth inside her.

"I do."

"But why did-"

"That's why I'm going to pursue him no matter what it takes. Even if it includes him being lonely for leaving you. Without you in the picture, he'll eventually learn to love me, I know that. And if that happens, I might think that this world still loves me a little bit for bringing back the person who was once used me." after she cut me off, she left me here in the hallway, alone.

Tzuyu, I hope you'll realize that this world really don't hate you. And I also want you to know that I will never give up Jungkook. Never again.

JUNGKOOK's POV

Our second day here in the rest house. My boys had really fun last night. Man to man talk and thoughts about our future made us awake until midnight. But honestly speaking, I will really be more happy if I'm with her. My friends already know that so no hard feelings for them. I was the first one to woke up. I really want to disturb them from their peaceful sleep but I just decided not to. I went downstairs to make myself a breakfast. When I arrived at the kitchen, a pale-face girl confronted me.

"Jungkook" she enunciated my name.

"What do you want?" I asked her with just a plain tone in my voice.