My Love For You Will Never End♥

Chapter 5: Madness.

Siyara's P.O.V 

"Sisi, you okay?" I look up from my lunch tray and see my girls and the guys coming over to see what was wrong. I guess they saw my red and puffy eyes from afar.

"Don’t worry about it. I’m alright." "Stop lying. We know when something’s wrong. Now tell us," Desiree said, forcing me to tell them what was wrong. "I said that I was good. Leave it alone," I said a bit loud, almost screaming for the whole cafeteria to hear me.

"Alright. Calm down," Prince said as if surrendering. 

Soon the table gets extremely quiet and Ray decides to break the silence.

"So Siyara, um we're all going to the zoo then out for pizza after school You wanna come?" "Guys, I would but right now just isn’t the time." "We’re not going out and having fun while you"re home crying about whatever’s going on. With us no one gets left behind," Prod said, trying to be nice. I half smile. I was about to answer when Lexy called out.

"Ayo Roc over here!" He starts walking over to our table and stops when he sees me. Our eyes meet for a hot minute and I could feel everyone else looking at me then back at Roc. Roc turns around to walk out.

"I’m outta here." "What? Why you leaving," Niyah asked confused. "Obviously you can see he doesn’t want me here!" They all just shut up and went back to eating. I just leave the cafeteria without even looking back.

I wish there was someone who knew how I felt…

Wait, I know who…

Roc!

Roc’s P.O.V 

Siyara. Siyara. Siyara. That’s all I’ve been hearing since we got home. No matter how much I try to get away from her or even hearing anything about her, it continues to follow me. At least I can probably get her off my mind when we go to the zoo.

"Do ya’ll think Sisi changed her mind about not going to the zoo," Prince asked Prod and Ray. Wait, am I hearing things? No, this can’t be happening right now. "Siyara’s coming?! You gotta be kidding me!" Ray: "Yeah, maybe. Why you getting all mad about her going?" "Ray, you wouldn’t understand okay." "I would if you told me." "Well, forget it ‘cause I ain’t telling you nothing."

We’re all in the car with the girls. There is just one thing; you wanna take a guess? We’re on our way to pick up Siyara. Great. The car comes to a stop. We see the door open and Siyara gets in. She smiles and says hi to everyone else but when she saw me, her face went blank and she stared out the window.

It’s now been two hours since we got here. I can’t keep my eyes of Siyara. I’m still mad at her but the way she makes me feel? This is really hard. Ray, Prod, and Princeton are all flirting with the girls while me and Siyara are kicking back.

"Aww, look at the Momma and Daddy monkeys cuddling on that rock," Siyara shouted. Seeing the monkeys snuggled together on the rocks made me think as if it were me and Siyara.

"I wish I had someone who could hold me tight like that." "You know Siyara, the only reason why you don’t have someone to make you feel that way is because of you’re an ungrateful bitch who doesn’t care about anyone but herself."

"Roc," M$ney screamed at him. You could see by the look in Siyara’s eyes that what I said had hurt. "No M$ney, it’s okay." When she spoke you could hear the sadness in her voice. "Tell me how I’m ungrateful." "I don’t need to explain myself to you."

"Yes you do." "Don’t stand there and act like you don’t know what I’m talking about." "No Roc. I don’t so please explain this to me."

"So what are you dumb too? SIYARA SINCE THE DAY WE MET I’VE TRIED SO HARD TO GET YOU TO LIKE ME BUT YOU TOOK EVERY CHANCE YOU GOT TO BRING ME DOWN. WHAT ABOUT THE OTHER DAY IN SWIM CLASS? DO YOU REMEMBER THAT? WHEN YOU BASICALLY SAID YOU HATED ME?! YOU DON’T KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURT, ESPECIALLY AFTER THE FACT THAT I SAVED YOU FROM DYING. I WENT HOME HAVING MIXED EMOTIONS TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT I DID WRONG. THEN I REALIZED IT WASN’T ME…IT WAS YOU!! OH LOOK AT ME I’M SIYARA, THE SAINT. THE ONE WHO DOESN’T GIVE A DAMN ‘BOUT ANYONE. OH DID I MENTION ROC ROYAL THE NEW BOY WHO I HATE? THE ONE WHO’S TRIED SINCE THE BEGINNING TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE THE PRECIOUS DIAMOND I AM. NOW HE HATES ME BECAUSE I TOOK HIM FOR GRANTED WITH MY UNAPPRECIATIVE BITCHY WAYS!"

I tried my best to calm down but words kept pouring out my mouth until Siyara spoke up.

She started to tear up. "Roc I’m sorry!!! I’m sorry that I made you feel that way. It may seem like I don’t care but I do. This whole thing between me and you it’s-it’s….everything’s just been going wrong. I've been having arguments with my parents, I made my cousin hate me, and you…"

Her voice trailed off and tears started to pour. While she was talking, by the sparkle in her eyes it showed how much pain it brought. "Siyara I," before I could say anything else, she ran off. All I could do was stare at the floor and feel my eyes getting hot.

"You okay bro,” Prince asks putting his arm over my shoulder. "Yeah, let’s just get out here."