Chapter 34: The Test :O

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Chapter 34: The Test 

*Siyara’s P.O.V*

When we get home from the studio, the house was like a world of fire.

Walter: "What the hell was that? Do you know how much trouble we would’ve been in if we got caught!?" Walter paces back and forth rubbing his forehead.

Kenneth: "What do you have to say for yourself Roc?" Roc: "Why you blaming all this on me? If you were in my position, you can’t tell me you wouldn’t have reacted the same way I did." Walter: "That’s the thing Roc; there was no reason for you to react like that. Violence isn’t always the..."

Roc: "Whatever man, I don’t have to take this shit." He gets up and walks out the house. M$ney: "What’s up with him? Siyara you need to put your boy in check." I look around at everyone feeling small. I get up and walk outside to talk to Roc.

He hears the door close and turns around. Roc: "What do you want!?" I stood there like a sad and lost puppy. Roc: "Don’t look at me like that." Me: "* sad|soft * Like what?" Roc: "With those puppy dog eyes. * sigh * Why didn’t you tell me from the beginning?"

I walk closer to him. Me: "Because…I know you have kind of a short temper and I was scared about how you would take it."

Roc: "Obviously you saw how I took it. But it doesn’t matter anymore, you’re okay and nothing else happened." I bite my lip and look at the floor.

Me: "Not exactly…it was my fault. I was stupid enough to think he really liked me and when I was in Atlanta, I spent most of my time with him." Roc sighs and scratches his head as if saying, “are you serious”.

I told him the rest of the story and you could tell he wanted to flip but he held himself back. Roc: "So you cheated on me?" Me: "No! Roc it’s not like that. And don’t try turning things on me ‘cause what you did with that Alana girl was way worse than what I did."

Roc: "Siyara can we just not get into that. She’s the past and you’re my future. I did you wrong…how much more do you want from me!?"

Me: "For you to be honest with me for once. I was able to be the bigger person and come to tell you exactly what happened…even if it was too late. You may not want too but Roc I need to know!!"

I was already on a verge of crying. I hate fighting with him but sometimes we just can’t help the fact that it happens. I’m too young for all this. He walks away and sits on the swing. (The bench looking ones). Cuffing his hands to his face, he tries hard not cry.

When he was telling me about what happened between him and Alana, he said things that I couldn’t believe. I had to wonder if there was any girl out there besides me going through this. After a while I didn’t want to hear it anymore so I started crying on the spot.

I’m too much of an emotional person to be doing this. Roc: "* crying * See this why I didn’t wanna say anything. Siyara, this isn’t just hurting you…it’s hurting me too! It’s a New Year and I don’t wanna keep doing this with you. I wanna put that behind us without looking back. Can we do that please?"

I nod my head, still crying in my hands without looking at him. He pulls me on his lap, us both crying on each other’s shoulder.

When we finally cool down, we smile and share a kiss as fireworks explode in the air signaling it was 12am. It was now 2013(:

* A week later *

Wow, still can’t get over that it’s 2013 already. Where does time go? It was pretty crazy and emotional how I spent my New Year but everything’s good now. Me and Roc worked things out, definitely with Walter and everybody else.

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