Idols|| Felix Lee✔

Chapter 4: Dazed

She was mesmerized. It didn't take her long, but she knew that she was. She would always glance at him during her conversations with the others. She just couldn't keep her eyes to herself.

She was in a daze. Always staring to soak in every single detail of his well specified features. His laugh, his voice, his smile, his freckles. She wanted them all to herself. She knew she was only here to become the idol Mr. Park promised she would be, but love knocks on your door at its own time.

She was confused. It felt as if she and him were known of each other for such a long time. She hid her glances and obvious stares from the others.

She felt a connection. As soon as his mouth opened and his deep, versatile and enchanting voice spake such words in a manner of a question. She felt drawn into his aura and his physique. The way he looked and felt to her seemingly drew her closer.

She was afraid. With such a past as hers, she felt scared to actually fall in love and be close to anyone that wasn't Abuela or Adrian. Whenever she would seem to imagine herself at least being close to him, she would remember the fake smiles mamá would always have plastered on her face when she was a child.

She was concerned. Why was she able to feel such emotions? She wanted to lock them away and never bring them into existence ever again. She didn't want to fall in love or trust anyone because she didn't want to be left broken and..........

She decided to leave that alone and continue to eat her food. The guys were just talking about the songs they liked on the album, how their days were and whatnot. She smiled a bit seeing Felix laugh at something Changbin said. His laugh was like music to her ears.

"So, Reina, how did you get to be a trainee in the great JYP Entertainment??" Chan asked her when he saw that she wasn't talking.

Everyone stopped conversing within themselves and turned their undivided attention unto her. She stared down at her dark blue ripped jeans. Playing with the thread of a little tear within it. She wasn't entirely sure how she became a trainee in the first place. It still felt a bit surreal to her.

"I was to a GOT7 concert like about a week ago or so. In my waiting for me to be accepted inside, I was a bit bored, so I decided to listen to music. I suddenly sang along to what I was listening to and people probably liked it, so they recorded it." She said shyly. Still fiddling with the thread as she spoke. When she stopped speaking, she looked at them and saw such expectant faces, like they were waiting for her to continue.

"Apparently, BamBam saw it as well and did the same as everyone else. Whatever he did to it supposedly got to your boss, Mr. Park. After the concert, I was called in and he offered me to deal to join his company. I didn't want to at first, but I thought things through and agreed. Now, here I am, I guess." She said as her beautiful dimpled smile was suddenly plastered upon her face.

She decided to take a look around the restaurant. The walls, custard with a lot of pictures and autographs from celebrities. There were a range and variety of chairs and tables. From booths, to rectangular, to circular. The table(s) they sat at was covered in a beige floor length cloth away from the rest. The white marbled tiles were accented with a lot of gray and black lines that can be considered as designs.

The chairs were wooden, with a circular seat, covered with a velvet leathered cushion to make them comfortable. The table(s) were closer to the back, in more of a private area.

"Oh, so are you still a trainee, or are you already debuting? It'd be cool if noona would debut soon." Jeongin decided to perk up so her attention would be directed towards them. She looked at him for a bit, confused, before remembering what Chan told her about him.