when i pulled away she started to smile "can i ask you something" "ask away baby" "why is this your lockscreen" "because i thought of it as us" "what do you mean" "well we were holding a child" "why didn't you tell me this"
"you seemed stress i didn't wanna add on to it plus you were right you were to young your barely 19 and im 22" "adym even with our age differences ill still be here"
"look lydia i do want kids but only if you want to" "adym i do want kids but im afraid my life would be completely different" "different is better than staying the same" "this is different this involves kids our kids"
"honestly lydia all im saying is i want kids not now but later on in my future" "yes in the future we will have kids but i wanna have them in my 20s" she smiled i kissed her
"let's get something to eat" she immediately started laughing "baby we just ate" "im still hungry" "well what do you wanna eat" i went closer to her "you" i said in a sexual way
i kissed her back harder turning it to a rough make out section seconds late she tugs on my shirt i took it off and she took hers off before things could get any further
someone knocked on the door lydia got scared and jumped on me "save that for later babe" i winked at her "shut up and give me my shirt" she said laughing i went to the door
of course it was amber she let herself in "so let's make a deal" "yeah not happening so get out of our home" i said getting pissed
"your so sexy when your man adym" "amber get out" "remember when we had sex it was so passionate and so rough i could barely walk"
with that said lydia ran out i tried to chase after her but she was to fast i went back to the apartment and amber was gone i was calling lydia she wouldn't answer all i could think of was sleep
i tried to sleep but i couldn't lydia always slept by my side i always cuddled her into my arms and fell asleep on her shoulder or she would sleep in my arms i need her back
i began to tear up i can't believe this is happening not again i couldn't sleep so i sat up and walked around my house few minutes later i heard my phone ring i went to see who it was it was lydia
Adym & Lydia
"hey adym" she said softly "hey baby listen im so sorry about that" "i know you are but it still happened" she sounded hurt "lydia it was in the past" "i know it was but it still happened but i still love you" "please take me back"
i was already in tears "i love you adym" "please come over" "open your door" i hung up and went to the door lydia was there standing i picked her up and spun her around
i put her down gently and kissed her slowly we pulled away she was in tears i wiped them away with my thumb "let's go to bed" she said letting out a giggle i smiled back at her
before i could say anything she kissed me i kissed back we were laughing "let's sleep" i picked her up and carried her to bed i put her down gently and showered her with kisses
"adym stop" "alright come on let's go to bed" we went to the room and i changed cloths i gave lydia some of my cloths and she went to change after that we fell asleep
-Next Morning-
i woke up first and saw lydia soundly sleeping i carefully got up trying to not to wake her i got ready and went to starbucks while i was there i saw sawyer i came up to him and talked
"so bro what's been going on" "its amber she keeps coming over getting in lydias head" "what do you mean by that" "she keeps telling lydia about us doing things" "can you blame her"
"what do you mean" "if lydia still can't bare hearing that she's not over that and i don't blame her" "i don't either i put nick in a hospital slept with her best friend the next day" "i think you should talk this out with her"
"your right and i will but for now im gonna make sure she's happy no matter what happens" "that's not the problem" "then what is" "you need to set shit straight with amber"
"how am i supposed to do that she only comes over when lydias around" "honestly dude you have to fix this on your own you were the one who slept with her knowing what would happen"
"i will fix it but for now im gonna head home to my girl and take her out" we said our goodbyes and i headed home when i got home lydia was still asleep with pablo the other dogs were on the couch
i put her stuff away and laid down next to her i was playing with her hair i started talking out loud
"i love you lydia more then anything and im so sorry for what i did to you but just know no one will ever treat you the way i do kiss you the way i do not even hug you the way i do but no matter what happens you'll always be mine no matter who your with you'll always be mine always and forever"
"ill always be yours" lydia said i didn't think she could hear me she turned over to me and laid her head on my chest "i love you adym and i forgive you" "i meant every word i said"
"i know baby" she said tracing a heart around my chest "im serious rather you like it or not you'll always be my baby" "always and forever" i looked at her and smiled i kissed her lips i got up and got her the starbucks i bought
"i hate when you buy me things" "and i love buying you things" "please stop" "nope" "im so mad at you" "yeah right you love me" she smiled "let's go out today" "where do you wanna go" "can we go to the mall" "of course but we'll go later so it's not to hot" she smile and i kissed her
