Not a saviour [destiel]

Chapter 13

I'm sooo sorry it's taken me so long to update. I'm way behind. But I just wasn't sure what to do and I have this idea that should ruin this book for you but I haven't completely decided on.

But enjoy. I hope it's good. I'm writing this chapter on my phone so it may not be that long or the grammar probably won't be good either.

-Squiggle out!

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Castiel was healing. Not as quickly as Dean and bobby hoped but slowly. All over Castiel's body ached and groaned each time he moved and he couldn't help but blame Crowley for doing this to him.

Castiel had not told Dean and Bobby about that Crowley wanted to know all about Dean but he did it out of Dean's safety. Dean could sense Cas was keeping something from his but didn't say a word about it. He didn't want to bring back bad memories of getting tortured because Dean knew how it felt.

Sighing, Bobby stood from the chair, causing to the groan and tremble from the weight Bobby putt on it to stand up. Bobby's house was falling apart. The wall paint was peeling. Almost everything was being held together by duck tape. Cas think's that ever since Bobby's wife died he just sort of gave up. That's what Castiel did. Yet he was somehow lucky enough to have Dean back.... In a way.

Bobby walked to the kitchen and stopped suddenly so Dean and Cas could only see half of his back.

"Sam?" Bobby's voice filled the crowded air to only cause Castiel to become stiff and Dean to clench his knuckled together in anger.

"Hey Bobby." Sam spoke, his voice quite as if he knew Dean and Cas were ease dropping. 

"What are you doing here boy? Your not the most liked person in this house at the moment." Dean could see Bobby gesture towards the living room. Castiel was looking down at his shoes, looking nervous when he was actually scared as hell. He didn't want to get beat up yet again.

Dean could sense Castiel's nerves getting fried and he took Castiel's hand into his own. Castiel looked up and saw Dean's eyes sparkling in comfort and love. Castiel smiled back and Dean and rested his head on Dean's shoulder. Dean would always be there to protect him and Cas knew it.

Sam chuckled. "I am about to leave, I just had to show someone where you guy's were since you are angel proof." Sam replied.

"And who would this someone be?" Bobby asked, his hand twitching for his gun which seemed to be missing from his hand.

Suddenly the room was filled with an all too familiar chuckle and Castiel removed his head from Dean's shoulder to look into the next room even though he couldn't really see anything except half of Bobby.

"Hello. I just need to talk to the chuckle head in the trench coat." Gabriel said, and you knew he was giving his famous cocky grin.

Bobby took a step back, "I'm not too sure you can do that." Bobby replied.

Castiel sighed and patted Dean's hand in his before standing up. Dean quickly tood up and folloed him out of the room.

"It's okay Bobby." Castiel said, limping around the corner to meet face to face with Sam and Gabriel. Sam quickly averted his eyes when he saw Castiel, still uncomfortable since the last time they had been together. Gabriel just grinned.

Dean walked in after Cas and Sam's eyes widened when he saw him. He opened his mouth as if he was going to speak but quickly closed it when Dean took Castiel's hand in his own. 

Gabriel didn't seemed at all surprised when he saw Dean and the smiled remained but his eyes darkened a little in sadness when dean had taken Castiel's hand.

"Hello Gabriel. You wanted to talk?" Castiel asked, his voice hidden from any emotion that was coursing through him.

"Hello brother. Can we take a step outside?" Castiel nodded. Dean was about to bud in as he took a step protectively in front of Cas but Gabriel just interrupted him.

"Don't worry lover boy. I'm not going to hurt Cas. I'm just going to talk to him." Gabriel grinned cheekily as Castiel nodded once again and stepped around Dean to only walk out the front door.

When Castiel stepped outside the first thing he could smell was dust and and a sort of rusty smell that came from the pile of cars that surrounded the house.

Turning around, Castiel faced the angel who had a grim look upon his face. That look someone has when they have to give bad news to someone. Seeing this face made Castiel's heart began to race. What was going on?

"Castiel.... It's good to see you." Gabriel said, trying to break the silence that seem to fill the space between them.

"what do you want?" Castiel said, getting right to the point.

"I'm sorry to say this but.... Dean can't stay here." GAbriel didn't dare meet Castiel's eyes when he said this, knowing that there would be anger and question's swarming around in his blue eyes.

Castiel raised an eyebrow, "What do you mean? Where else would he go?" He asked.

"I mean... He can't stay here... On earth." Gabriel said quietly.

Castiel stood there, his body filled with panic. He couldn't loose Dean. Not again. He couldn't stand that if it happened again. If Dean had to leave then Castiel decided, So would he.

"NO. That's not happening." Castiel said, his voice full of power, causing Gabriel to flinch. He didn't want to do this to his brother.

"It has to happen Cas. Sorry. No doubt about it. Unless you want the angel's to get him." Gabriel questioned, his voice getting dark when he mentioned the nagels. "They would bring Dean back to life." He added darkly.

"And what's so bad about that?" Castiel demanded, "Can't something happen for once that could help us out?"

Gabriel shook his head, the sun causing his hair to start sticking to his forehead, "They would just make him be Micheal's chew toy. Possess him and then leave his body lying on the side of the road so he can suffer. Youv'e seen what happen's when an angel leave's his vessel. The person turns into a mindless idiot you can barely walk. Do you want that!?" 

Castiel was silent and looked up at the sky, his blue eye's starting to cloud over.

"No." Castiel's voice answered, chocked with the tear's he was holding back. He had to protect Dean. And Castiel realized he had to protect him in every way, even if it meant letting the only thing that matters to you go.

Gabriel nodded. "Do it soon, because the angel's will catch on to you and that start the war between heaven and hell. Watch out for demon's too. I'm sorry brother. I wish it didn't have to end like this."

With the flutter of wing's to leave Castiel in the sun, swollowed in his own misery.

Could he ever manage to go through with this? Could he really let the only thing that kept him alive go? Shaking his head, a tear ran down his face. He would have to try to follow through. Even though it will break him to peices. Even though it would break his heart.

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I'm really sorry for the long wait. I will update the next chapter as soon as i can. I'll start working on it as soon as i publish this. 

What do you think will happen? Will Castiel follow through? I hope you enjoyed this chapter. I will see you all next time. I Love you.

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