Not a saviour [destiel]

Chapter 14

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I am sorry to say this book is about to be over. just a couple more chapters. I kind of have it planned out. I'm really sorry. i may add an extra chapter about what would happen after the book ends but that depends if you guys want that. Please tell me if you do. It's up to you guys if you do. If no one comment's i probably wont do that.

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Castiel walked into the house a little later after his conversation with Gabriel. His eye's looked lost and sad when he walked into the kitchen, the creaking of the wood floor announcing his arrival. 

Dean quickly stood up and walked over to Castiel from the small table that the three men were crowded around.

"Cas?" Dean asked, his voice full of worry and fear. He recognized that look. Castiel had that look on his face Dean had died. When he held Dean in his arms. Something bad happened and Castiel was broken yet again.

Castiel looked up at Dean and his face looked so sad. His eyes pleading. Castiel had thought about what Gabriel said until he thought his brain would explode from the buzzing flying around in his skull. He didn't want to loose Dean. Not at all. He was so lost just thinking about it. And yet that's what had to happen. That was god's plan. Just to keep ruining their lives until nothing was left.

"Can.... Can i speak to you?" Castiel whispered, looking down at the floor, his eyes filling with tears.

Dean quickly nodded and lead them outside. IT was about to be sunset yet it still felt extremely hot. In weather like this, Dean always thought it was impossible for somewhere else to be cold.

They walked until they reached the edge of Bobby's land, staring at the empty feild before them with the sun clear in view.

Dean caressed Castiel's face and looked into his deep beautiful eyes, "What is it Cas?" Dean asked, his voice filled with worry.

Tears started streaming down Castiel's face and sobs caught in his throat. It broke Dean to see Cas this way and the only person he could blame was Gabriel. Gabriel did this to him and he wanted to punch the man in the face for hurting his Cas.

"What did Gabriel say?!" He asked, stroking Castiel's hair as he held him tightly in his chest.

Castiel whispered everything to Dean, stopping every once in a while to let out a sob. Dean was silent as Castiel spoke, nodding every so often to something Cas said. By the end Dean couldn't believe everything he heard. Him being MIcheal's vessel, The angel's doing that to someone, The sacrifice that Dean and Cas would have to make. It was horrible. Yet Dean knew he had to die. Whatever they did, he would always end up dying.

Dean had been through so mush in his life and he finally understood that sometimes it was better to just die then live.

"I don't want to loose you." Castiel sobbed, his grip on Dean's shirt tightened.

Dean shushed Castiel and pulled Castiel away so he could look at him. Castiel's eyes were puffy and red and his face was tear streaked. He still had a bruise on the side of his face and his hair was messed up. The orange glow of the setting sun showed Dean all the thing's he hated to see on someone he loved. Someone he cared about. It show's that he can't always save people. That sometimes you loose.

"Cas. look at me." Dean growled.

Castiel looked up to meet a beautiful color of green and it made Castiel's heart throb with pain and love.