Suicide: 2.Loghan's P.O.V *CON'T*

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Yup that's me.

I turned up the music and continued to stare out the window. She grabbed my phone and I snapped my head towards her. It was Ms.Harven as I expected, I got up and grabbed back my phone as I tried to walk through the door but she blocked me. "The f**k you want?" I asked angrily as her eyes widened but she quickly brushed that off and gave me a nasty smirk. I scoffed because I knew what she wanted, she wanted to have sex but she ain't getting nothing from me because she might have contracted all sorts of diseases by sucking, f**king, drinking and eating men. "Feisty, I like that Loghan", she said as she intertwined her fingers with her short, shoulder cut hazel hair. She pranced around my body with her big dark blue eyes as she focused mostly on my zipper. Her pale complexion bothered me every time I saw her but there was nothing I could do. I was taller then her so I could easily fight her off, she started to jiggle her big breasts that showed through her blouse. I was disgusted and as hard as she was trying to turn me on it wasn't working, i'm not easily aroused especially by whores.

I rolled my eyes and turned around to exit but I only just found out that she locked the door. I muttered and turned around to see her playing with herself on her desk. I wanted to puke so badly, I tried so hard not to focus on her but she was like a giant elephant and I was an ant. "Look I don't want to f**k you, you whore , your disgusting, you disgust me, I hate seeing you, so stop it!!!!", I yelled but its like she didn't hear me. I sighed and placed my head in my hands. "Come over here baby and give me a decent f**king!!", I was even more angrier than I usually was, I made my way to the window and I climbed through it. I walked around and looked for a quiet area which I found, it was a restricted area but I could care less. I sat down on the bench and plugged back in my ear phones, I replayed Suicide and I was now in peace. 

I laid my head on the table and thoughts over crowded my mind. "You know that this is a restricted area right?" I heard a melodious voice ring in my ears. I haven't heard that voice before so I looked at the person but if I did know that voice I wouldn't even have bothered to lift my head up. It was a girl whom had a caramel complexion, her big green eyes were full of joy and wonder and her curly, dark, long hair swayed with the wind. I haven't seen her before, "Uh yeah I know but I don't care, don't you have class run along" I said rudely but I didn't care. "Yes I have class and so do you and your very rude" she said with a frown. I rolled my eyes, "Thanks you made my day!" I waved her off and turned up the music. She sat beside me and I glared at her as she smiled at me. She placed her 3 large textbooks on the table along with her Iphone X. 

I stared at her as she scuffled through her green Matey bag as if I invited her to sit beside me. "Excuse me did I invite you to sit beside me?" I asked her as she stopped and looked at me. "No I sit where I wanna sit you don't own this school" she shot back as my eyes widened, no one was brave enough to talk back to me, everyone was always afraid of me. I stared at her as she continued to search her bag. "Who are you?" I asked her annoyingly, she stopped and smiled.

"I thought you'd never ask!"

I continued to look at her. She was just so beautiful and mysterious.

"Well i'm Bellah Shanta Pratt and i'm new here. I'm from Marvella Academy, i'm 15 and I am a proud nerd!",

I looked at her as she looked at me, she waited for a response.

"You see that attitude, it ain't good" she said as if she knew everything about me.

I glared at her and I could tell that she knew I was angry. "Look you don't know shit about me okay do its best if you go make friends with someone else cause I don't need you to be all up in my space and I surely don't goddamn need a friend!!!" I yelled at as she widened her mouth and her eyes.

I got up and stormed off. I didn't look back because I didn't care if I hurt her feelings or not. I walked around back to the entrance and burst through the door. The hall way was half empty because class was now in session, I wasn't gonna go back to class after what happened with Ms.Harven. I decided to lock myself in the janitor's closet and listen again to Suicide. I sat on the ground and made myself comfortable, I didn't care whether I got my white shirt dirty or not I was the one who had to wash it anyway. The bell rang 15 minutes later and I got up so I could get to Mr. Garvey's Mathematics class. It was now 11 A.M. and I walked briskly to the classroom and took my seat by the window at the back. All of my seats were at the back by or near the window. I still had my ear phones plugged into although phones and ear phones were against the rules but who cared, I didn't. The teachers always left me alone because they are some what "afraid" of me and I haven't done them anything, I keep my grades up and I keep to myself because i've got only myself. They say i'm antisocial and i'm glad so you could think twice about being friends with me, I don't need any friends.

Students strolled in and I continued to focus on my music. A few minutes later Mr.Garvey entered the room and I turned off my phone but still had the ear phones plugged in so it looked like I was still listening to music, this was what I did in every class. "Good Morning class today we'll be learning about Algebraic Equations please take out your notebooks and turn to page 64" the man with the over sized glasses that hanged of his face said as he adjusted his suit that he wore almost everyday. He then brushed back his bushy, short, grey hair and licked his lips. After he fixed himself he started to write on the board.

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