CALL IT SUICIDE

Suicide: 9.Bellah's P.O.V

That's Bree, my older sister!

School was now over and Meghan and I looked around for Loghan. I was furious and fed up with his behavior and I don't even know him, he's a real dick! Meghan and I searched through his classroom and the garden then sat down as we decided that he'll walk out eventually as we watched keenly from the under where he sits at lunch time. "Where is that boy?!" I asked anxiously and Meghan stared at me, I could tell that she was nervous, but i'm not a person to get nervous. I looked at her as she smiled like a weirdo, she was trying too hard.

I sighed and grabbed her right hand gently and placed it in my right hand and looked in her eyes. "Meg nothing will go wrong I promise, if there was danger you know that I wouldn't get you involved" I reassured her as she sat up. "I know Bell but I have a bad feeling about following him" she said as I sighed. I told my mom not to pick me up because I was going to a friend's house and Meghan told her sister not to come meet her because she was also going to a friend's house. We planned.

"Meg come on please don't back out", I said to her. She looked at me and then back at the ground, she thought about it for a minute then she smiled at me, "Okay let's do this!", she half yelled with caused me to smile. I hugged her and she hugged me back, "Oooh look there he is in the parking lot!", she half yelled and I quickly turned around to see him looking around, he look so lonely and sad, as if he had just lost his mother and was trying to locate her.

We got up and slowly watched him as he started to walk into another neighbourhood, we started to follow him with caution. Students had swarmed the street so he wouldn't suspect anything. We walked until he turned onto the high way which was weird because the high way led through a ghetto and to bad areas, he turned around but we quickly hid behind a couple of our schoolmates.I started to think that this was a bad idea but I couldn't let Meghan down. I gained enough confidence and held my head high like I always did. The crowd got less and less until it was just Meghan, Loghan and I. He turned into a ghetto area which caused me to raise any eyebrow, he couldn't possibly live around here. 

"Bellah that's a ghetto, i've never been there before and I don't think that we should go" Meghan said as she clutched onto my left hand, I wanted to agree but we came this far. "We've come this far we cab't turn back", I said with regret. "Why don't we call him now!", she begged as she wanted to cry, she was so soft. I sighed and held onto her tightly, she calmed down and kept quiet as we started to walk into the ghetto, children swarmed the streets and people was all over arguing. I gulped as I looked around and people kept staring us, we even got a few evil and lustful looks from men of all ages which disgusted me.

I could feel Meghan's Heartbeat and I felt how scared she was, I kept calm. We saw Loghan turn into a dirty yard with a small house and he went inside and locked the door, thank God he didn't turn around. We went into the same yard and heard arguing, "Bellah I don't think we should do this!", she half yelled as I agreed with her and we both turned back. My Heart started to beat even faster and I started to walk faster, Meghan was already half way back but she stopped as a swarm of police surrounded the area, she looked back at me as I walked up to her. She looked scared but I still kept came.

"What's going on?'', she asked me as I looked for an answer. There were gun shots as people grabbed their children and went back to there homes, Meghan started to panic and so did I. What did I get us into, I didn't know whether to run or stand and neither did Meghan. We stood there in the street with the policemen as they tried to restrain men with guns. There was no where for us to pass, "Girls go home", a police man came up to us and say as he held his gun in his hands.

"Sir..we..we...don't ....don't...belong around here" Meghan said as she stuttered. He looked at me then back at Meghan as he raised an eyebrow. "Where are you girls from then?'' he asked as he looked around for any trouble. I gulped because if we told him and he called my family I would be in big trouble and I bet Meghan would be in big trouble as also with her family. I took over because I didn't want him to call our families, "Uuum there's my mother....over there....we'll go to her" I said as he looked confused, Meghan looked at me with her mouth wide open and I dragged her over to an empty building as I kept dragging her inside. 

"Bellah why did you do that we could have gotten out of here!!!" she yelled as she walked around the room. I knew that I was being selfish, "Look Meghan if he called our families we would have gotten in big trouble and I know you don't want that!" I half yelled as she glared at me. "Yes I do at least I would be safe, you know that we can get killed!!!" she yelled.

I sighed as she pranced around the room. "Meghan i'm sorry" I apologized. "That was really selfish Bellah!!!" she yelled again. I held my head down as I took what she was saying to me because she was right, I wasn't thinking. "I knew that this was a f**king bad idea" she mumbled but I heard her. "Look Bellah after we get out here, I mean if, please leave me alone, i've never been in such a nerve racking and difficult situation in a long while ever since...." she spoke then stopped. I looked at her as I waited for her to finish the conversation because I was curious. But she said anything and I decided not to ask any questions, we stood there in silence as she Meghan watched outside as police men arrested the men and pushed them into the police car and drove off.

We stayed there until we came up with a plan.

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