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Suicide: 7.Meghan's P.O.V *CON'T*

That's me, Meghan!

I saw Loghan in the hall way so I decided to confront him and tell him how I felt about him. I really liked him, i've liked him from the 1st grade! He was on his phone so I decided to "accidentally'' bump into him. He looked up at me with a straight face then walked around me.

"Hey wait up Loghan!", I yelled and ran after him and yanked his right arm as he swung around. He was now facing me, "Ugh I don't have time for this..umm what's your name again....Meghan" he said rudely as I frowned.  

"Loghan just hear me out!", I begged. He rolled his eyes and gave in. I smiled as he looked annoyed. "Okay so you know we've known each other for 10 years now and I was just hoping if we could you know....be more than friends", I said as I blushed. He scoffed.

"My dear we aren't friends, I don't see you a friend so why would I see you has a girlfriend?!!" he half yelled at me which caused people to stare.   I was taken a back, that wasn't the response I imagined getting, I wanted to cry but he didn't care. He walked off without even looking back. 

A tear escaped my right eye and my Heart suddenly felt heavy. I looked around and saw students laughing so I ran, I was so embarrassed! Bellah was outside the water fountain, I knew we weren't friends as yet but I needed comfort and she was my only option because I had no other friends, I hoped she isn't gonna yell at me.

I walked up to her and her face light up as she saw me but quickly dialed down as she saw that I was crying. She got up and met me half way as we both sat down together and she placed her hands on my face and wiped away my tears. "What's wrong Meghan?'' she asked me looking very concerned. "I...I confronted my crush and he yelled at me, I built up my confidence for this day because i've never been in a relationship before", I told her my problems as if I knew her my whole entire life but I felt this comforting feeling around her as I did only with my sister.

She raised and eyebrow then looked away as if she didn't know what to say. I sighed, "Meghan who is this crush you speak of?", she asked me. "Loghan Oliver, i've known him for 10 years now, i've had a crush on him from since the 1st grade!" I pleaded as she looked at me surprisingly. "Loghan, I don't know who that is but I wished I did so I could confront him!", she half yelled.

"He is the quietest boy here at Amber Rose, he usually sits over there by himself with his ear phones plugged in and he ate the same sandwich everyday, he has dark curly hair and a brown complexion, he's 15 and has light green eyes" I described him as her mouth flew open. "And he has this bad boy persona about him?", she asked as if she knew who I was speaking of.

"Yeah but he isn't a bad boy", I said as she licked her lips. "Mhm I know who your speaking of, him and I met this morning right around that corner, his attitude stinks!" she said as she looked away. I was confused but I decided not to question her, "I know he didn't mean it, I guess he was just in a bad mood" I said as she glared at me. "Bad mood? that doesn't give him the right to yell at you baby girl!", she half yelled, I sighed. "We need to confront him and teach him a little bit about manners and respect because he lacks them", she said as she shot up and put her arms akimbo. "That's not necessary Bellah, I mean let's just leave him alone!'' I begged her as I stood up.

"Nah amma teach him, he can't just get away with treating people that way, especially girls, I mean what's his problem, he's acting like he's the angriest person on Earth and like he is the only one with problems!", she bragged as I watched her pace back and forth. I gave in, "Okay Bellah but when?", I asked her, she stopped and started to think.

"Um how about this afternoon, we'll follow him and then confront him on the way", she said, was this girl crazy?! I stared at her like she was a mad woman and she looked at me and waited  for a response. I thought about but I realized that she was stubborn and when made up her mind that was final and no one could stop her, I sighed and surrendered. 

"Okay that's the plan", I agreed with her and a smile spread across her face, I don't even know this girl, was I crazy?! We arrived in PD class late, like around 15 minutes to the hour and luckily the teacher ran out. We quickly sneaked inside and took our seats as if we were there for the whole hour, the class had only 8 people in it.

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