CALL IT SUICIDE

Suicide:16.Loghan's P.O.V

And surely I must fall!

"The ambulance will be here in the next 5 minutes" the new girl said. I sighed."Okay i'll just leave you two alone" she added, as she was about to turn around, "No!" I half yelled as I hopped after her which was really painful,  She looked at me in a confusingly way, Meghan sighed as she turned around and walked out. "Meghan!" the new girl yelled but she ignored her. It was now the new girl and I which was better than having to stay another minute with Meghan.

  She looked at me as I stood a couple feet away from her smiling, she stared at me in a awkward way, "So what's your name again?" I asked her as I raised an eyebrow. I didn't know her name after all this time.  

She folded her arms, "Bellah you dimwit" she said as I looked at her with my mouth wide open. She just shrugged, "I like how you always have things under control, you know how you always find a solution to everything" I bragged. She ignored me, that's what I get for being nice, "What do you think about Meghan?" she asked.

"She's okay", I said because I was displeased. "What do you think about her appearance, isn't she pretty?'' she asked me. "She's aiight for a white girl" I replied shrugging my shoulder. "What about her personality?" she asked again. "I hate her personality, I mean she's nice and all but she's too shy and quiet and I mean she's too soft and that annoyed me" I said.

She is shy but I mean she's really nice and she really likes you" she said to me which I already knew. I looked at her as if she was crazy, I then laughed. "How could someone possibly have feelings for me?" I asked. "Well she has had a crush on you ever since you both we're in the first grade!" she said with excitement.

"Oh wow that's nice..but I don't do love so she finna have to find somebody else to have a 'crush' on" I said as I shifted. "What'd you mean you don't do love?" she asked me out of curiosity. "Well..uumm its complicated and private okay" I said with an attitude.

"We'll see you around school" she said. "Nah, not after today" I replied which caused her curiosity to hit the sky, she knew that there was something I wasn't telling her, that's how clever she was. Uum okay" she replied. The ambulance came and they carried me outside on a stretcher, I saw Megahn looking through the window, she looked beaten, poor thing.

We arrived at the hospital and I just relaxed myself. They rushed me to the emergency room while they told Bellah to wait in the waiting room. They lifted me up and placed me on the bed and surrounded my legs as they took a good look. "How did this happen?" A female doctor with straight, red hair and small brown eyes with a white complexion asked me as she put on gloves and took up a syringe. 

"Shoot out in my community" I replied as she took the cloth off my foot and injected the syringe, it took the pain away. "What community is that?" she asked. "Uh, its a ghetto actually" I said as she stopped and looked at me. "Oh okay" she replied, I don't look like a ghetto person, people always gave me this weird look when I told them that i'm from the ghetto because they thought I was from the uptown area. "Mhm" I said.

"Well we'll have to remove this bullet so you'll fall asleep in the next 30 seconds, that's what the injection was for and to also ease the pain" she said as I suddenly felt this earge to sleep.

My eyes started to flutter, "Ooookayyy" I said as my mouth swayed and I felt drunk, I was laughing like an idiot. 

I fell asleep.

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