CALL IT SUICIDE

Suicide: 3.Bellah's P.O.V

That's my home!

Monday 8 A.M.

Today was my first day of Amber Rose High School and I was nervous as heck. I ran downstairs in my Hello Kitty Pajamas and ran into the kitchen to where my mom, dad, older sister, younger sister, grandma, aunt,  younger boy cousin and uncle were all eating Pancakes and drinking Orange juice for breakfast. I smelt the air and it smelt of delicious homemade pancakes which caressed my nose and my stomach as I sat next to my dad who was drinking coffee.

"Good Morning everyone!!" I yelled excitedly as they all responded.

My placed a plate consisting of 4 Pancakes and a cup of Orange juice in front of me and I licked my lips. My mother's cooking was to die for! I digged in and I finished in 10 minutes. Everyone else was either texting on their phone or washing their plate. "So are you excited for your first day of Senior High?" my dad asked me as his green eyes danced all over his newspaper and he licked his cherry lips. "Yasss!!", I exclaimed as I brushed back my hair and fiddled with my fingers. "Rules for senior high, stay out of everyone's way and you'll be out of trouble", my sister said then smiled at me, she attended Amber Rose, she was in her last year there, she was 28. I scoffed and rolled my eyes, "I'm a friendly person", I stated happily, she glared at me and then rolled her eyes. She then placed her yellow Iphone down and laughed. "And that'll get you hated or worse....killed". She was too dramatic for my taste, I scoffed and then got up. "Don't listen to her sweetie being friendly is good. I'm sure you'll make lots of friends", my aunt reassured me. "Yeah you will now go get ready you don't wanna be late!", my mother said as she wiped her hands in her colorful apron. She then brushed down her hazel, straight hair and applied some cherry lip gloss. After that she looked in her hand mirror and applied some eyeliner that complimented her big brown eyes. My mother was beautiful and I thank her everyday for making me beautiful.

I ran upstairs to get ready, I had already brushed my teeth of course so all I needed to do was take a shower and get dressed. I took a 5 minute shower and then decided to wash my hair then blow dry it which I did successfully. I scuffled through my closet and found the perfect outfit that yelled "ITS MY FIRST DAY!!!". It was a lime green off the shoulders dress that reached above my knee and it sticked onto my body. It was kind of tight but it was worth it, I placed my hair in a messy bun and then applied some light green lipstick. I then put on my necklace that had babe written in green and yellow and then a pair of white ankle socks. After I packed my bag and unplugged my phone from the charger then unplugged the charger.

I then put on my white Adidas shoes and looked in my body mirror, I smiled at my beauty and my shape. I looked dashing and I didn't care what anybody say. You can say I have a high self-esteem thanks to my parents and my other family members who taught me that no matter what people think about me, I should forget about them and never lower my standards for anyone because at the end of the day I was the one who was determining where I was gonna go and all that matters is what I think about myself.

I held my head high no matter where I went and nothing could get me down, i'm always happy even when i'm on my period. I was the most cheerful person in my family, I always bring life when I enter a room. I walked out of my room and closed the door then entered my older sister's room where I saw her video chatting with her boyfriend Steven Hawks, one of the "hottest" boys at Amber Rose as she stated. She drools over him but I don't like him, he's got that play boy attitude and that f**k everyone and everything you see personality. My sister dated anyone, if your a boy and you come to her with some simple lyrics that you've used on everyone else then you'll surely get her, i'm not like that, I have high standards when it comes onto picking boys.

I like boys are soft Hearted and calm. Patient and have this "bad boy" brand but inside is really a gentleman if you know what I mean. I cleared my throat so she could acknowledge me and she did, she rolled her eyes knowing that she was gonna get a speech, it was like I was the older one, after all I acted more mature than her. "Its time to go Bree", I said loudly so Steven could hear me, he hated me because i'm not easy to get like other girls. "Stop acting as if your the older one Bellah, and i'll be late today so you can tell mom to go without me", she said as she played with her light brown, curly, long hair and licked her lips at Steven who was half naked, he was enjoying the view as my sister lowered her breasts in front of him, I rolled my eyes. "Whatever Bree", I walked out of the room disgusted..

I decided to go tell dad who hated Steven also and he told Bree to break it off with him. He didn't know that they were still talking, I didn't care if she hated me after but I wanted the best for her. Dad was in his study doing some work before it went off to his job. He smiled when he saw me enter the room then as he took a look on me from my head to my toes he frowned. "Why do you have to dress so sexy Bellah?" he asked me as he stood up and placed his right hand on his right jaw. "Dad i'm a teenager", I reassured him because he always forgets that I am. He sighed and took off his glasses then put them on back and stared at me. "Belle you should be getting to school now its 9 A.M honey", he said as he checked his watch. "Yeah in a minute but I have something to tell you about Bree and Steven", I whispered so Bree couldn't hear me because then she would say i'm lying and pretend as if she wasn't speaking to him although my family knows I NEVER lie no matter what.

"What is it?'' he asked me curiously. "Bree is upstairs speaking to Steven on the phone and she's showing him cleavage", I told him as his face enlarged as his jaws did. He got furious and stormed up the stairs to Bree's room. I heard them arguing so I decided that it was my time to leave for school. My mom, my cousin Jakey who was 6 and my sister Beeancah who was 10 was already in her car waiting on Bree and I to arrive so she could drop us all off at school. 

My grandmother was 54 and worked as a Business owner of her many salons around Georgia and was the mother of my father, her name is Gloria. My dad was 38 and worked as a Surgeon at Mercy Hospital, his name is Justin, my mother was 38 and worked as a Pediatrician at St.Josephine's hospital for children, her name is Natalia. My Aunt was a model for fashion magazine and a part time actress, her name is Jessie, she was 26 and she was my father's younger sister and the mother of Jakey. My uncle which is my mother's younger brother and the husband of Aunt Jessie and father of Jakey was a move producer, his name is Michael and he is 27. My father's side of the family is mexican and my mother is Canadian so i'm Mexican-Canadian. 

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