CALL IT SUICIDE

Suicide: 14.Meghan's P.O.V

That's my sister!

We both held him up as we walked pass the highway, no one had stop to help us! Loghan groaned at every step he took and that made me sad because he was in pain. We walked until we arrived in my neighbourhood because mine was the nearest. Loghan and Bellah waited at my gate as I opened the door, they came inside and Loghan looked around. I quite nervous because this was the closest that i'd been to Loghan in a very long while. 

We carried him into the bathroom and laid him down on the carpet as I looked at Bellah because I was waiting for her to do something, she looked at me. "Look uumm thank you for everything but uh I need to go....somewhere", Loghan said as we both looked back at him. 

"Your welcome and Loghan your hurt, imma call my sister so she can come take you to the hospital" I quickly said I she took out my phone and started to dial Julianah's number. "Meghan I don't need your help!!" Loghan yelled. I stopped dialing and placed my phone back into my pocket and I started to frown . "Look Loghan we're trying to help you and all your doing is acting as if we're arguing with you, you need to wake up and realize that!!" Bellah yelled as she put her hands akimbo, Loghan didn't even bother to argue with her.

Yeah i'm sorry its just that-" Loghan started to speak but stopped which made me curious.  "Its okay and you need to stop being so stubborn!" Bellah half yelled at me as Loghan shook his head in defeat. I smiled because he was so adorable. 

And just that what?" Bellah asked me as he looked away, she rose an eyebrow out of curiosity. "Never mind" he replied as she shook her head and then dropped her hands.

"So should I call my sister?", I asked as she looked lost.

"Nah i'll call an ambulance" Bellah, I was still upset with her, the only reason I was dealing with her was because Loghan was hurt and he needed both of our help.

"Uh you know what I should get going, my um mother is waiting for me at home" Loghan said, Bellah and I were confused.

"Loghan really-" I started to speak but he cut me off. He managed to get up, "Then where were you coming from?" Bellah asked him as if she was an investigator.

He gulped. "Um I was just strolling through the neighbourhood and they were having a shoot out and I got shot", he replied as he waited for us to reply. "Strolling through the neighbourhood?" Bellah said as she raised an eyebrow. I stood there quietly because Bellah had it under control.

"Yeah" he said. "So whose house did we see you go into?" Bellah asked him as he raised an eyebrow, I glared at her because I didn't want her to say anything, it would seem as if we were stalkers, especially me! "we um..we" Bellah stuttered as she looked at me for an answer. I just stared at her as I thought we were doomed and after he found out he would never speak to me again. "We were strooling through the neighbourhood and just happened to see you okay",Bellah said as he folded him arms and stared at us.   

"Yeah okay but one more question, what are two uptown girls like you doing in a neighbourhood like that huh?" he asked as I took a breath of relief. "We were doing an assignment on ghetto areas" Bellah replied.

"Okay whatever you say" he said. "Now answer my question" Bellah demanded as she folded her arms because it was his time to be questioned.

"I visited a relative" he replied. "A relative in the ghetto, you seem like a uptown boy" Bellah said. "Mhmmmm" he  replied. "Okay" Bellah said as she looked at Loghan in a very curious way. I felt left out and if I tried to speak he would just cut me off.

Bellah took out her phone as she dialed a number. She then walked out as she said hello. It was now Loghan and I. I looked down as I played with my fingers, I was really nervous, I waited impatiently for Bellah to come back.

"So um do you remember me?" I asked as she looked at him and smiled nervously. "Duh" he replied because that was obvious. I wanted to start a conversation although it was very awkward. 

  I looked down again. "Can you stop doing that its very annoying" he said with an attitude. I looked up, "Do what?" I asked as he rolled his eyes. "Look down and play with your fingers" he replied as I bit my bottom lip. "Okay sorry", I said as I tried not to look down this time I looked around the bathroom as if I was new to it to avoid making eye contact because he didn't know what he did to me, he made me nervous with his light caramel skin and dark drown eyes and his yummy mid night curly hair.

"How is your mother?" I asked him although I never say his mother before. "Good" he replied sounding as if he didn't wanna have a conversation with me so I stopped. I smiled, "And how is your mother?'', he asked me. "Uh my mother is deceased" I replied which caused which caused him to look at me in disbelief. Bellah came back in and looked at both of us weirdly, I took a breath of relief. "The ambulance will be here in the next 5 minutes" she said. Loghan sighed. 

"Okay i'll just leave you two alone" Bellah said as she was about to turn around, "No!" Loghan half yelled as he hopped after her. Bellah looked at him in a confusing way, he didn't wanna speak to me, I bet he thought that was a freak. I sighed as I turned around and walked out. "Meghan!" I heard Bellah call my name but I ignored her as I made my way to my room.

He didn't like me and he never will. I closed my room door and jumped onto my bed. I sighed and laid there hoping to fall asleep. Five minutes later I heard an ambulance, sprung off the bed and looked through the window as they carried Loghan outside on a stretcher, my nosy neighbours all came outside as they were all chit chatting. 

I smiled knowing that he was going to be okay but frowned again as I saw Bellah get into the ambulance with him, I was starting to hate her now. I got jealous of the fact that she was all over him and how he was all over her, it was  like I was invisible. But i'm gonna try my hardest for him to like me, even if it means acting like Bellah. 

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