SAM
I lay awake at 2 in the morning, colby passed out next to me. I've been crying for a few hours now, I didn't have a nightmare, I just can't sleep at all, I was like this last night too. I sob as I cuddle next to colby, he lays his arm on me, I cry harder. "Sam just go to sleep everything is ok." Colby says, I cry into his chest, he rubs my back. "Sam what is the matter." He asks. "I can't sleep I don't know why I just can't." I say, he pulls me closer and kisses my head. "It's ok sam, I feel your pain, trust me, back in Kansas when I lived with my parents I never slept. They would always fight and my depression always overtook me at night." He says. "I feel like I'm never gonna sleep again, why am I just randomly like this?" I ask, colby rubs the back of my neck and hugs me. "You'll feel that way, it's called insomnia, it's a sleep disorder." He says, I cry harder into his arms. "I don't want that I just wanna go to sleep." I say through my tears, colby tries to calm me down. "Sam it's ok just stop crying and snuggle closer." He says, I finally calm down and colby scratches my back to try and get me to fall asleep. "I love you sam, you'll be ok, just go to sleep." Colby says, he looks down at me and smiles. "You ok?" He asks, I nod my head and we drift off to sleep.
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It's now 4 in the morning, I'm up again, I don't know why I'm up this time I tried to go back to sleep but I can't, I'm not freaking out but I'm still crying, all I wanna do is sleep peacefully but I guess that's impossible. "Sam why are you up." Colby says. "I woke up and couldn't go back to sleep." I say, he sits up and grabs me, then laying back down. "Just close your eyes and listen to the air conditioner, it helps me." Colby says, he wipes the tears off of my face. "Are you sure there's nothing else wrong?" He asks. "Nothing, I just wanna go to sleep and stay asleep but I keep waking up." I say, colby brings me closer and lays his head on my shoulder. "Just close your eyes you'll fall asleep trust me." Colby says, I close my eyes. A couple minutes later I doze off.
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Life Led us Here
FanfictionSam meets the boy next door. He finds out that he's abused and hurt at home, he becomes friends with him and they end up falling in love in a little LA apartment.
