BangTan in India.

Untitled Part 22

A night amidst the starry night sky, on top of mountain hills and in middle of dense woods, in front of the glazing born fire, you were sitting alone taking the heat from the burning fire. It was a really cold night and the warmth provided by the fire was well appreciated.

Others were already sleeping under their tents. You just couldn't get that much sleep. Maybe it was the cold, you tried to reason about your sudden sleep deprived state.

As you took the heat from the bonfire, you let your thoughts wander.

You contemplated about how things had turned out since last couple of days.

You, a fan, an ARMY who just stumbled across your favorite idol group was having a tour around the country. Yes you had thought about this a lot before also, but no matter how much you think you couldn't find yourself wrapping your head around this fact.

But this time though, your thoughts weren't about the whole group as such. You had been bombarded with his thoughts since last few days and your brain doesn't seem to get tried of it.

Kim Taehyung, a.k.a. V.

The charming guy of BTS.

You hadn't expected to get so close to him in such a few days time. Yes, as a fan they treat you good. But it's been already established that they now don't see you just as a fan, but as a friend too. And Taehyung had more than once showed you that he clearly saw you and respected you as a friend. And you felt honored.

But why do you feel this weird, happy yet sad, complex, unexplainable emotion whenever he is near you? The sudden change in your body temperature, the sudden increase in pace of your heartbeat, the weird feeling in your stomach. You were no medic but still you could feel something is wrong with you.

And you decided to ignore it.  

Because it's the only logical thing. 

You, let out a sigh, why doesn't your mind just stop thinking stuff.

"You have been staying up late a lot lately. Is this usual for you?" You were suddenly startled by the unexpected intrusion. The man of your thoughts takes a seat beside you. "Ah, the heat feels good." He says as he places his hands before the fire, taking up the warmth provided. 

You just sat there, numb, trying to keeping all those weird, unexplainable feelings at bay.

"You didn't answer me." His brown eyes looked directly at you and you felt as if somebody punched you right at your chest. You, for a moment forgot to breath.

Taehyung might have thought you missed his question, so he asked again. " Do you always sleep late?" 

Forcing yourself out of the stupor that you went into, you slowly answered, " Umm, no, I sleep at a decent hour mostly. I just don't seem to sleep well these couple of days." It was hard for you to form proper sentences.

"What was your life like, before coming along with us?" He asked after a few minutes of silence. You were surprised at his sudden question.

And maybe he also had realised that, as he again, hastily said, "Oh, sorry, I just popped it out without a warning." 

You smiled at him and shake your head, " Don't apologise, I am in the final year of my college. On a basic day I would just go to class, attend lectures and then come back home. There's nothing special about me anyways." You waved your hand, showing how boring your life was.

Taehyung seemed to frown at that. When you looked at him in question, he whispered, " I would also like to go to college." You caught the wishfullness in his words and instantly felt like kicking yourself.