Back To Normal?

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You tried hard to keep your tears from falling as you hugged each and every member.

"I am going to miss you" you said as you hugged Taehyung at last. "I am going to miss you all." 

You sniffed, tears slipping away from your eyes. 

"We are going to miss you too, Y/N." Hoseok spoke for the whole group.

"Passengers travelling in Flight no. ***, Air India are requested to line up for boarding the plane"
The announcement only made you want to linger a bit more, not willing to leave yet. 

"Come-on Y/N, it's time." Your best friend urged you to move, herself trying not to tear up.
Reluctantly you nodded and grabbed the handle of your luggage.

"Bye guys, thank you for letting me experience such a wonderful time with you. I can't be anymore lucky. And I wish you a safe journey home. Stay safe and stay healthy." With you parting words you started to move towards the security check. 

But you stopped and turned back.

Looking at the seven boys for one last time.

They also looked back at you, all wishing they could spend a bit more time with you.
You waved at them, which they instantly returned. You could see the maknae line already tearing up.

"Enjoy your stay in Kolkata." You bid them good bye and left with your best friend to your home.

~~~~~~{A few hours later}~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

'Back to mainstream' you thought as you dropped off your luggage on the floor.

You were back.

In your home.

Back to your life. Your normal, not so happening life.

You walk into your room, sneezing a little. You realise the dust that had accumulated in your house. A week out of station and your house was covered in a thin layer of dust.

You climb your bed and take out your phone. Your fingers simultaneously open the contacts and click the very first name on the screen. 

Putting the phone to your ear you wait for your call to be received.

"Hello, beta."

The calming voice of your mother relaxed your tired and over exhausted body.

"Hi maa. How are you?" You ask.

"We are fine dear. Where are you now? Are you back? Where did you go? Wha-"
And before your mother could carry on with her 21 questions, you stopped her.

"Arey maa, one question at a time." You interrupted, laughing a little. Your voice was getting heavy and eyes were slowly getting wet. "Yeah I am back. And I am fine now."

"Are you really okay? Dear you sound tired?" Your mother's concerned voice suddenly made your eyes fill with tears. You missed her.

"Yeah, mom. We had lots of travelling to do, so I got exhausted from all the journey." You said after taking a deep breath, trying to calm yourself and not let your mother know of your current emotional state.

"You should take rest beta. I will call you later. You sleep and take rest. Also don't forget to eat.

"Yes mom, I will."

"Okay then, bye dear. Love you."

"Bye mom. Love you too."

As soon as the call disconnected, your tears started flowing down your cheeks. 

You couldn't suddenly pinpoint the reason behind your state.

You were extremely tired.

You were worried about the boys.

You were worried about yourself and your best friend.

You missed the boys.

You missed your parents.

It was a tornado of emotions swirling around your head.

And you couldn't keep your tears at bay anymore.

You lay down on the bed and close your eyes. Still crying.

And it was a matter of seconds before you drifted off to sleep.

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Disclaimer: The next chapter is HUGE.




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