Utatane Piko x Reader - Trapped

Chapter 6

OKAY chapter 6... gosh my chapters are short Dx okay so just a side note, any italics are thoughts (well, at least usually. there may be the occasional instance where a name is italicized, such as the name of a boat would be, but other than that it's all thought.). there were supposed to be other italics in the other chapters, but they didn't end up in there because originally I was writing the fic in google docs and then copying it over into wattpad. however, as I was rereading my pervious chapters, I realized that the italics weren't there (and that there were quite a few spelling errors as well *^*) so if you guys want to reread those chapters as I take centuries to update, feel free to.

I wanted to give a special thanks to ZezilyPrior27 for keeping up with me and not giving up on my story ^o^ thanks!!! and thank you to everyone else as well. Don't think that I don't appretiate you and your support, because I do :D PLEASE COMMENT AND REVIEW!!!

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I couldn't stop running. What was I thinking? We were in the middle of all the students in the entire HC! I'm so stupid... I couldn't stop thinking about what I had done, but at the same time, I couldn't stop seeing his eyes; those beautiful, deep, immense eyes. I felt something wet streak down my cheek, and I realized I was crying. As much as I tried to fight the tears, I couldn't hold them off. Just a little bit more, I told myself. I finally saw my destination; the one corner where I could be alone. I might be too big for it now... I thought, looking at the corner made by two couches and the corner of the room. I slowed as I got to it, shoving one couch off to the side, just enough for me to squeeze into the corner. I then pulled the couch back into its original position, and shrunk down into a ball, clutching my knees close to my face, and cried. I felt like such a baby, running away from my problems and never facing them, crying and sobbing over a little humiliation. I'm such a coward... I can't ever deal with anything myself, I just run off and stuff it inside and hope that it doesn't resurface. I heard footsteps, and I instantly tensed and silenced myself, trying to control my breathing. I shoved my face farther into my knees and curled into an even tighter ball, wanting nothing more than to disappear. I hoped that the person was just passing by, or that they wouldn't see me. I heard the footsteps grow closer, and I calculated the distance in my head, about 12 feet away. They slowed, as if the person had paused to search the room. I instinctively tried to make myself shrink, in order to avoid their eyes. I knew that they had seen me, because soon enough they were growing closer and closer. The person sat down on one of the couches, and I tried to slide away as far as I could, while still maintaining my ball shape.

"Um... I-I... I just wanted to," Piko paused as he gulped, " apologize for what... um... happened earlier..." His voice trailed off, but after a while he continued. "I don't know what happened, I don't even know what I was thinking. Before I knew it I was really close and everyone was... Look, I won't sit with you anymore, and I'll stop talking to you. I really am sorry... I shouldn't have done that and I... I..." I looked up as he trailed off. He was looking off into the distance, his voice quivering. I blinked, not believing what I was seeing. He was crying; not like me, with body-shaking sobs, but quiet tears, streaking down his face, meeting at the bottom of his chin, and falling into his lap.

I was suddenly angry. Not at Piko, but at myself. I was so selfish and cruel. I didn't even think about him, I just shoved him away, discarding him like a used tissue. I felt a tear stream down my face. No, no matter what I can't cry now. Oh please, please no! No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't will the tears away. I began to sob, and I could feel Piko's eyes on me.

"Oh, no, please don't. I didn't mean to... I'm so sorry, I..." he trailed off, unsure of what to say next. I continued to sob, growing louder and more uncontrollable with every passing second. I heard some rustling, but I was too busy sobbing to care. The rustling stopped, but soon after I felt an arm lay across my back. I soon realized that Piko had joined me, and had wrapped his arm behind me. Before I could react, he pulled me in towards him, and I fell a little, my head landing on his shoulder. He pulled his other arm across my legs, completely enveloping me in his grip. He laid his head on mine, and whispered, "It's alright, you're alright."

As he embraced me, he began to sing softly, barely above a whisper.

*"Daijoubu daijoubu...~

Odokete miseru boku wa...~

Chiisana saakasu na mo naki Pierrot...~"

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WOOO ahhh I love that song x3

So the song above is and actual song, Pierrot: http://youtu.be/aVd1tIXKrdk

And here's a translation: "It's alright, it's alright

I'm the one playing the fool for you

The insignificant

Pierrot of a small circus"

I'm really glad that that song fits in so well :D well except for the circus part but oh well. And its so sweet （≧∇≦）

Ah

Alright

So i have an announcement/request thing.

So as I said earlier, I was rereading my previous chapters, and I noticed a LOT of spelling errors and maybe a few grammatical ones. And I don't know about you, but that REALLY bothers me. A lot. So I've decided that I would like to offer someone the position of a "beta reader" so to speak.

So here's what you would do:

Read over the chapter before it's released, and check it for any spelling errors. If you see one, fix it. Now. If you see any grammatical errors or if there is something that you think could be worded better, LET ME KNOW. Don't fix it without telling me first.

IN CONCLUSION:

If you want to be a beta reader, comment. As of now, I will only need one beta reader, but later on I may need more. First come, first serve. HOWEVER, if I fell that there is someone else that may do a better job, I may ask you to forfeit your position.

And as usual, comment, review, give suggestions, and read! Thanks guys I love you all sososososo much~! ^.^