better off alone - randy fanfiction

CHAPTER 6 (movie night)

Brook's POV

i really love movie nights. when De brought up harry potter it was a perfect segway into suggestin a cosy night in as a group.

so here we are. 

we watched the 'philosophers stone' like a month ago so we're now on the 'chamber of secrets'. 

honestly, i don't really mind what we watch i just love a good cuddle opportunity if i'm being truthful and all.

we've pulled the sofa forward rye is sat in the middle with andy to his right and De lying across his lap from the left. mikey is sat in front of fovvs and is leaning back between is legs, burritoed in a duvet. jack and i got the bean bangs and are using them to lean back on 

jack has his arm round me and i'm leaning into his chest. it's real cute. 

i luv cuddles, especially with jacky. 

i snuggle my face into his neck, then lean against his chest. he giggles at me, i feel the way his chest moves when he laughs.

he lightly kisses my forehead. i like this, it's real nice. our legs are twisted round each other and we're wrapped up in a blanket. 

i'm always my most comfortable round jack, and i think he feels the same. 

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Andy's POV

we're currently watching the second harry potter movie. i am a big potter fan don't get me wrong, but i really don't mind what we watch. 

brook is always making us all watch stuff together and we all know it's because it's an excuse for him to have a cuddle with one of us. which is an endearing quality, i give him that.

when we used to do this i'd always cuddle up in rye's arms, i guess it's my fault we don't anymore...

i do really like it when brook puts the movie night idea forward, it's nice for us all to chill together. but i can't help craving the one thing i know i can no longer have.

mikey's leaning between my legs completely invested in the movie. you'd think he hadn't seen it 100 times before ahaha. i mess with mike's hair and i hear rye giggle softly at me. 

rye is to my left with Cody lead across his lap. rye is on my mid more right now. after my near heart attack earlier, thinking De knew about rye and me,  he's at the forefront of my thoughts. 

I hate this. i wish i could just stop thinking about him.

but the moment it's quiet, BAM there he is, just the thought of him plays with my emotions. his hazel brown eyes, his adorable but sexy smile, the thought of him snuggled in bed with me drawing circles on my back, his soft lips colliding with mine our bodies intertwined. 

anyway. 

I am getting genuinely worried about him, and i'm not the only one who's noticed he's acting strange. 

i am now deep in thought and i feel rye's head fall onto my shoulder. 

my breath hitches and i tense up. then i realise he'd fallen asleep. 

i guess it was good he was sleeping as i know he hasn't been sleeping well recently.

i noticed his hand had also fallen so it was touching my thigh. i longed to reach out and lace our fingers together and run my fingers over his knuckles for reassurance. 

i don't know why, but these small meaningless things are giving me butterflies. i feel like I'm back in secondary school again. 

it's not like i've never touched or cuddled rye and he's also my best friend so this isn't weird. also it's not like i've never had someone fall asleep on me before. or like holding hands is something that amazing and something to long for. but this is what rye does to me. 

i've literally had sex with the guy before and my biggest desire right now is to hold his hand. (lol possible foreshadowing for randy smut flashbacks?!?!) 

come on andy, snap out of it and watch the movie. 

i'm really trying to concentrate but it's kinda hard. 

yaknow what, screw it. 

i move my hand and weave my fingers into ryes so our hands our entwined. he's my best friend this isn't weird. i look over to brook and jack and they're so close they could literally be one person. i'm just holding my friend's hand it doesn't mean anything, i tell myself.

i feel rye tighten his grip. i don't know if i woke him or he did it in his sleep, but it made my heart stumble a little. 

the movies gonna end soon and i don't wanna wake him. i could stay like this forever.