Benjamin's pov
I fiddle with my radio as Edward starts to drive me home. I dont wanna go...
"Can I stay the night at your house?" I mumble and he glances over at me as he drives. "If you will actually sleep." Edward agrees after a moment. I glance over at him and then at my backpack sitting on the ground.
I stare at it calculatingly before pulling out my grass and tray from it, rolling myself a blunt. I feel Edwsrd glance at me before he sighs. "Don't like the smell?" i say mocklingly and he rolls his eyes.
"You get used to it after living through the sixties." He deadpand easily. I chuckle, making quick work of the wraps. It isnt long before smoke takes up the car.
"Knew id fall for a guy who went to woodstock." I joke. I slowly look away from Edward, making sure to aim the smoke out the window. I miss him.
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"-jamin. Benjamin." I slowly open my eyes. When did I fall asleep?
I stare at Edward for a moment before looking around at our surroundings. "Just put your arms around me." He tells me softly, standing close.
I yawn and slowly wrap my arms around his neck. I hum as Edwards sweet scent takes over my senses. I nuzzle him as he easily picks me up from my seat.
I faintly hear the car door close as I let myself drift off again. Its almost easy in moments like this to forget how it felt when he first left me. I hum against his hard chest, nuzzling him. "I can't forgive you, yet." I mumble but of course Edward heard me.
"Do you think you can?" Edward asks after a moment of silence.
"I don't know, but I think I can love you. Despite the hurt." I speak slowly. "Just. Be patient with me." I manage to get out before sleep takes me under.
Ill worry about it in the morning.
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Bad Moon
FanfictionEdward leaves his boyfriend, Benjamin Swan, of a year and half after he's put in danger by Jasper at his birthday party. As a result, Benjamin gets angry and falls back on old habits. He withdrawals himself from family and friends. He makes friends...
