Book 1: Falling for Ricci Rivero (COMPLETED)

Chapter 32: Baby

After that night, I flew back to manila to gather all my things at our unit.

Isasama ako ni Dad paalis ng bansa.

Buong araw kong iniisip si Ricci, kung asa korea paba sya at kung ayos lang ba sya. Malamang hindi.
Sinira ko ang simcard ko dineactivate ko din ang mga social media accounts ko para wala akong communication with ricci.
But before turning my phone off, I saw Ricci's picture. My wallpaper, Hes smiling while eating some ice cream.

Sana makita pa kitang ganyan kasaya.
This is the best thing I can do for now.

Dahil baka pag nakausap ko pa si ricci, Magkaron pako ng rason takbuhan ang lahat...ayaw ko syang mapahamak.

Dahil kapag nagmamahal tayo, nagiging selfless tayo. Mas inuuna natin ang taong mahal natin, kesa sa sarili nating kapakanan.

I packed my things as quick as possible ng biglang may nag bukas ng pinto ng kwarto.

"Beshie!!! Saan ka nag punta bakit ngayon ka lang umuw--" sandaling napatigil si kleise, I bet she saw I'm getting all of my things. "Beshie... saan ka pupunta? Aalis ka ulit? Paliwanagan mo naman ako..." mas lumambot ang boses ni kleise.

Ayoko sanang maabutan nya ako, I know she'll throw tons of questions at me.

I don't want to explain myself and the whole messed up things between Ricci and I.

Tumayo ako at binitbit ang bag ko na punong puno ng gamit I hugged her.

"Thank you for being my sister, kahit na napaka kulit mo. Kahit parati mo akong pinipilit mag mall with you, and all. Thank you for always making me happy kleise. Thank you. Always take good care of yourself okay? And be happy, with brent. I know he makes you happy more than anyone can do. Don't let him slip away okay?" Di ko namalayang tumulo ang mga luha sa aking mga mata.

I know she deserves the happiness brent is giving her, I don't want her to be in the same shoes with me.

she always give me headaches pero I still love her with all my heart we've shared so much memories and it pains me to leave her without explaining my side, soon I'll have the guts and the will to tell you everything beshie.

I wish I could tell her how hard it is to leave them all,Specially Ricci.

She hugged me tighter, "why do I feel like being dumped stephanie loyre!!!! Saan ka pupunta oh my ghad, buntis kaba? Itatanan ka ba ni ricci? Tell me!!!" She's crying. Both of us does.

"Kleise I don't have the whole time on earth right now, next time we meet again I'll tell you every single detail okay? Don't be such a brat. Stop malling around and study. Stop going to bars, I'll talk to brent some other time sya ang lagot sakin pag may nangyare sayo. Take good care of yourself. Please don't find me. Don't dare to, I'll promise to comeback soon. I love you, and kleise... one last thing. Please look Ricci for me, don't let him destroy his life please. That's the only task I am asking for you to do. So please kleise I know I can always count on you. I have to go." I ran outside and went straight to the car.

I can hear kleise shouting at me.
Hindi ko na pinansin yun, baka maabutan pako ni Ricci o ng kung sino. It will make everything worse.

Nakasilip ako sa bintana habang dahan dahang umaandar ang kotse.

Ng mahagip ng mata ko si ricci na tumatakbo papunta sa tinutuluyan namin ni kleise.

Biglang bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko.
Kitang kita ko ang lungkot sa mga mata nya, alalang alala sya.

Tuloy tuloy bumagsak ang luha sa aking mga mata.

"Manong paki bilisan please." Yan nalang ang nasabi ko.