Another Fangirl(Matthew Espinosa Fanfic)

Chapter 31

Shawn's POV- we all waited anxiously. We couldn't go on without Matt & Crystal to LA. Matt called Bart and said that Crystal's grandmother passed away. I couldn't imagine what Crystal was feeling. I wish I was there to hug her. I got on twitter and tweeted. @ShawnMendes: Crystal is going through a hard time right now. Let's cheer her up. Use the hashtag #weloveyoucrystal. It would mean a lot ☺️. Seconds, #weloveyoucrystal was trending. I smiled.

Matt's POV- Crystal was sitting in my lap. Holding on to me tight. Her tears were gone, but I knew she was hurting inside. I tried to get her to eat, but she wouldn't. She wouldn't speak either. We left the hospital, and went to Crystal's house. Mr. Martinez was already arranging the funeral. Her mom was worse. I gave her a hug, and let her, let everything out. Crystal stared blankly ahead. No emotion.

I walked her up to her room. Her dad mouthed "thank you". I nodded. "Babe you need to sleep. Please," I begged. No answer. I sat her on the bed. I kneeled on the floor, in front of her. "Crystal, I know this is really hard for you. But you have to move along with your life. Your grandmother will always be in your heart," I said, my throat dry. "I will never be the same," Crystal whispered. She stood up, and went to the bathroom. I sighed.

Crystal's POV- I was an emotional wreck. I didn't have any words. I went to the bathroom. I love Matt so much, he is always there for me. Now that Grandma is gone, I felt like a part of my heart was taken away. I cried silently. "God, why did you take her away!," I screamed. "WHY!," I yelled. Tears ran down my face. I was angry at the world. I took a bottle and threw it at the mirror. A loud crash was heard. The mirror shattered. I slid down to the floor covering my face. I heard a loud knock. "Are you okay Crystal?," Matt asked, concerned. I looked around in despair. I grabbed a broken shard. I stood up. I held it near my wrist. I need to take away the pain. I heard this worked on some people. The cold glass was on my skin.

Matt's POV- I heard a loud crash from the bathroom. I knocked. "Are you okay Crystal?," I asked, worried. I opened the door and saw Crystal with a glass shard, held to her wrist. I immediately snatched it away from her. She came at me. "Why did you take it away, give it back!," She yelled. "I grabbed her wrists, from thrashing. "Crystal stop!," I raised my voice. She was breathing heavily. I held her close, I could feel her heartbeat. "Please don't hurt yourself princess," I whispered. A tear fell from my face. I couldn't imagine Crystal hurting herself.

THIS WAS SAD I ALMOST CRIED WRITING THIS BUT I CALMED DOWN A BIT. I hope you like this chapter, and TYSM for the votes, reads & comments. Comments are bomb✌️ ily guys & I'll update soon. Stay fab👑 xoxo Elizabeth