Tom Holland imagines one shots

prompt 23

This one was requested by Sydney3435 this is prompt 23 (now he's gone, I don't know why and 'til this day, sometimes I cry. He didn't even say goodbye, he didn't take time to lie from Bang Bang by Nancy Sinatra, in the video it's not Nancy Sinatra butDalida so this in Italian)

You were at your best friend's house for a sleepover. In two days you would be back to school and you were really anxious about it. you used to be excited to be back to school and because you would see your friends and have a great time with them but Peter had broken up with you and you weren't sure that you were ready to see him every day! This sleepover was a good opportunity for you to relax and have fun with your closest friends and it would reassure you about the first day of school. You were talking with them about your summer and how you enjoyed it however you avoided on purpose the subject of your breakup and your broken heart.

Nevertheless your friends being your friends wanted to check that you had moved on and you felt better. So one of them finally decided to speak for all of them and asked "Are you okay with the fact that in a couple of days you will see Peter?"

You nodded slightly but seeing the look on their faces you realized that they were convinced so you managed to say "Yeah I mean I don't really have the choice, do I? I will be forced to see him anyway so even if it still hurts I try my best to not think about it and you move on."

They all remained silent for few seconds they weren't sure about what to say. It was clear that you were still suffering, and it was normal after all you had lived with Peter. Selina put a hand in your back to show you her support and smiled slightly at you. "did you two talk during the holydays, I mean did he explain why he broke up suddenly?" she spoke carefully afraid to make you break in tears.

You shook your head in a no and you whispered "no we didn't, I don't even know what he did during his summer, he isn't a part of my life anymore actually now he's gone, I don't know why and 'til this day, sometimes I cry. He didn't even say goodbye, he didn't take time to lie. But maybe this is better for me I mean it is easier to forget someone when you don't talk to him. » you had a sad smile that you tried to hide but it was hard. Two months ago you were Peter's princess and now you were nothing to him and he had probably erased you from his life. He had certainly found somebody new and had some good time during the summer and it was awful for you to think about it.

You weren't a cuddly person, but you let the girls hugged you. they were so supportive to you. you were so happy to have them in your life. Sofia noticed your little smile and joked "I swear Y/N if we were at Hogwarts I would have hex him." you chuckled but you were internally convinced that she would have done it if she had a wand. You spent the rest of the night talking, watching Mean girls and eating pizza, that was a wonderful night.

When you mum drove you to school you were a bit nervous, you hoped that you would be in the same class as Peter and prayed to no cross his path. Your mum saw your concern and told you "Hey I know it will hard and right now it probably seems impossible for you to go in that school and put an happy face when you risk to see Peter. but you're a strong fierce girl and I am sure that it will be okay because you're stronger than it. you certainly don't want me to talk about it, you certainly want to forget everything about it but don't. Acting like you're alright in front of him to pretend that the breakup didn't bother, because you don't want him to see that he broke your heart, can crush you because it will rip out a part of yourself. So sweetie don't ignore what you're feeling right now, it will make you grow into a fierce woman that is proud of herself and act like your heart tells you. sorry if I am confused in my words right now but never forget that I'm proud of you no matter what and that I love you and I am not the only one." You hugged her tightly and walked to your high school feeling better thanks to your mum's words.

As you were walking down the corridor to join your friends you spotted Ned. He smiled and waved at you but you ignored him guessing that Peter was probably not far away. You noticed that Ned was approaching you, you didn't want to be rude but really why the hell was he walking to you. he finally managed to catch you and he said "Please Y/N stop, I want to talk to you." you rose an eyebrow at these words but you let him continue: "I know that Peter and you aren't together anymore but I don't want that to mean the end of our friendship. When you were dating I really get to know you and I think you're amazing and because you aren't with my friend anymore doesn't mean that you have to ignore me. I consider you as a friend and I hope this reciprocal. I still want to hang out with you, have fun with you, I know it will be a bit harder for us now to hang out but this isn't impossible. Plus I want you to know that you always can count on me as a friend and if you need to speak about anything I'm here for you."

You smiled at him truthfully and replied "I am really glad to have you Ned. I really consider you as a friend but with the breakup I thought that you would be on Peter's side and don't want to speak with me. and this morning I was a bit panic when you said hi, I was scared that Peter would be around so I am sorry to have ignored you. and you know you can still hang at my place the Thursday afternoon for movie marathons, if you want of course!" he chuckled at your words and replied that it would be a pleasure and added that he had to go.

As you joined the rest of your friends you were smiling happy to have such people in your life. It was not because Peter wasn't a part of your life anymore that your life was sad and boring it was all the contrary thanks to them. they also really helped you to love yourself and reminded you that if you can't love yourself how the hell you're gonna love somebody else!