Wolfdale

EIGHT (Iselen P.O.V)

"Oh my God, how embarrassing!"

I stare intently at my reflection in the mirror and I realize that my cheeks are redder that I thought. This is the drawback of having an extremely pale skin. I turn on the tap and splash cold water on my cheeks to try to mitigate the burn I feel... pointlessly. Leaning over the sink, I wash my face and nape again and again till I feel my cheeks numb due to the cold water. I look up feeling much better.

When Ruby got up to pay the bill I excused myself to go to the restroom. I've been here for 5 minutes feeling mortified and I'll have to go out soon if I don't want her to come looking for me worried... The truth is that I didn't need to come to the restroom for the usual purpose... My problem was that... I was wet and needed to clean myself. Fuck! My cheeks are red as a beet again when I remember it and I need to splash more cold water. Honestly, I've never experienced anything like this before and I don't know why the woman has this effect on me. Okay, I admit that she's beyond beautiful, smart, sexy, elegant, kind, generous... and her boobs are wonderful. And my cheeks are red again... I growl frustrated at my reflection in the mirror but I don't bother to turn on the tap again, it wouldn't do any good, not when she's waiting for me outside with that smirk on her lips that make the butterflies in my stomach flutter and with that body that can cause me a heart attack at any moment. To be honest I don't know what's happening to me, I should be worried after telling her my secrets and not thinking about ogling her. I don't even understand how she's managed to persuade me to confess, she was offering to help me and one minute later I was telling her everything about it feeling like I've known her forever. I trust her and I don't know why.

"Blame it on that fucking T-shirt!" I growl angry at myself. It's been a while since I'm no seeing anyone but I never imagined that the being sex deprived could turn me into a dog in heat like this. I'm usually a calm person in that department, I looked for affection and closeness in the few relationships I've had to compensate for the hell I was living at home and I didn't care that much for intercourses, but when she took her jacket off it was... all of a sudden I wanted to jump on her. Her perfect plump pink lips moved with a hypnotic effect when she was telling me that she could help me, or something like that because I wasn't listening attentively. My eyes got caught by her long and graceful neck, the way she moved her tattooed hands, the perfect line of her jaw... and suddenly she leaned forward, the neckline of her T-shirt fell open and the curves of her breasts were perfectly visible. I swallow hard remembering it.

"Fuck... she's absolutely perfect..." I whisper reverently while I dry my hands with a paper towel. I'm pretty sure I saw the rosy edge of a nipple, that was the reason for my blood to turn into lava and my brain into rice pudding and I told her everything... luckily, she didn't ask for my soul because I'd sell it to her for a pittance. The point is that deep inside I'm relieved I told her all my problems, I'm feeling much better now knowing that Wolfdale's mayor is my ally and she isn't going to report me to the police. And in addition to this, she was right: if anyone has the power in this city to confront my stepfather, that's her... something tells me that I wouldn't like to see Ruby Rose furious despite she seems to be the sweetest girl in this world. At least, she's sweet with me... At first, I was so immerse in my memories that for a little moment I felt again the dizziness caused by those pills and the fear I felt because of my stepfather's plans, I didn't even noticed that she was sitting next to me and hugging me but then... the heat coming from her body, her scent, the way she tilted her head closer to mine, the feeling of safety... I felt loved, protected, relieved, I felt at peace finally... When she pulled away and I lost all that wonderful feelings I wanted to cry, in fact I think I was crying... if I could turn Ruby into a blanket I'd wrap myself up in her warmth forever.

I sigh sadly: it's time to go outside and face the real world again. And it's also time for me to come up with a plan to stop the mayor from taking me to her favourite clothes store. There's no way for me to afford the clothes she's wearing, she looks like a professional model. It's a pity because I like to spend time with her, besides that uncomfortable sensation between my legs and the fact that I'm ruining my underwear every time I look at her, otherwise she's lovely. Her partner is a very lucky girl, it's impossible that a hottie like that is single... I bet her girlfriend is pretty and has style like she has... not like me. "Of course Iselen, someone like you has no opportunity with someone like her, you'll have to settle for admiring her from afar and taking some pictures." I sigh discouraged while looking at my reflection in the mirror for the last time.