One Direction Imagines and Preferences

Amnesia(Harry)

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I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted.I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted.And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

All of those good times together, they are still fresh in my mind. The kiss you have me, before you left. I truly thought that you were coming back, but you didn't. I often ask your sister, and your best friend how your doing. They say you are good, your fine, and you've moved on. That's what hurts the most.

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?

When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

Do you feel empty without me? Even though you have a new man? A new person to love? When he says those tree words, do you think of me? Of what we've had? Was it all a fake, what we had? If what we had was true love, how could you have moved on? Especially to someone else...and love them like you loved me? You said you would love me forever and always, through thick and think, through everything. What ever happened to forever?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

It's over.

I remember the day you told me you were leaving,I remember the make-up running down your face,and the dreams you left behind you didn't need them, like every single wish we ever made, I wish that I could wake up with amnesia, and forget about the stupid little things, like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you,and the memories I never can escape

It was unexpected. The way you just let all of your feelings out. Said you just couldn't do it. There was no real explanation, it just happened, and you left. But you were crying so hard, your beautiful face full of hurt. I could tell that you didn't want to do it. But why did you? That question runs through my head all the time. Why did you, if you didn't want to? All of the things we shared, said we would do when we grew older, and ended up getting married. Our dreams were crushed. We wished so many things, so many things that could've come true. If you stuck around, that is. Now....now our wishes can't come true. But one will always remain for me: that I'll always love you

'Cause I'm not fine at all

We're through.

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone,I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone,and all my friends keep asking why I'm not around

The selfies you took on my phone, the pictures we took together that either the boys took or your friends, I still have. I look through them every night. And then I realize just how lonely I am, looking over to find you not in bed. I admit I get worried for a second, questioning where you are. But it all comes flooding back to me, and I just sit there, asking my self why did I let go.

My friends tell me to forget about you. It's as easy as 1.2.3. No, it's not. I can't just go date another girl. Everywhere I go, it's she has eyes like you, she laughs like you, she has the same dimple as you. But it's not you. It's my imagination, even my mind trying to help me out. Nothing works.

It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on,It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long,It's like we never happened, was it just a lie,If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

Ive seen you in the streets with him, laughing, swinging your hands that are intertwined together. that used to be us. we were in love..remember me?You are still famous for making it big in the baking industry. Your own show, so many fans. I'm so proud of you...so so proud. I hear your name making headlines everywhere, it's hard when people ask me if I've tried some of your pastries. Hell yeah I have, I was the first. The first to try everything, the person to tell you to go with your dreams. But I don't say I did, I just shrug it off, and walk away. It's been ages since I saw you. And now I realize that you have completely vanished from my life. Was it all a fake, what we had? If what we had was true love, how could you have moved on? Especially to someone else...and love them like you loved me? You said you would love me forever and always, through thick and think, through everything. What ever happened to forever?

'Cause I'm not fine at all,'Cause I'm not fine at all

Forever is over.

I remember the day you told me you were leaving,I remember the make-up running down your face,and the dreams you left behind you didn't need them,Like every single wish we ever made,I wish that I could wake up with amnesia,and forget about the stupid little things,Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you,and the memories I never can escape

What can I do to forget? Forget how I would fall asleep with my arm tightly wrapped around to, as if you would go. And then wake up in the same position, to gently comb my fingers through your hair, and just stare at your beautiful face, wondering how I got so lucky. All of those memorable good times, you can't just forgive and forget.

If today I woke up with you right beside me, like all of this was just some twisted dream,I'd hold you closer than I ever did before, and you'd never slip away,and you'd never hear me say

It's all just a nightmare. I could wake up with you still tightly wrapped in my embrace. You would tend to me, because all of the tears I've spilt, all the shaking I've had, all the sweat I've created on my body because I the dream. You would ask what was wrong, and I would just hold you. Never ever let you go. You wouldn't hear me say in real life-

I remember the day you told me you were leaving,I remember the make-up running down your face,and the dreams you left behind you didn't need them,like every single wish we ever made,I wish that I could wake up with amnesia,and forget about the stupid little things,like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you,and the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

No, I'm really not fine at all

Tell me this is just a dream

'Cause I'm really not fine at all

It wasn't a dream. And it was to late. You left