Secret Love Song

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His lips ghosted over yours, his hot breath fanning over your face allowing your body to shudder. He leaned in once again capturing your lips, pushing you against the door with his hands at the side of your head. You melted into the kiss, getting lost in the softness of his lips, your favorite taste. Your hands brought his body closer to yours, meshing your bodies as close as they could be. He slowly pulled on your bottom lip, biting softly before moving his lips down to kiss from your lips to your neck.
"Ni.." You moaned, trailing your hands up from his waist to his hair, tangling your fingers into the blond strands. You tugged on his hair, trying to get his attention
"I have to go" you mumbled. He finally brought his head up, blue eyes now showing no emotion but sadness. He nodded in agreement, knowing it was best for the both of you. You had been there for 2 hours, too long enough.
He backed away from you, and you turned to the door to leave when his hand caught your wrist, turning you to face him again
"When will I see you again?" He whispered, as if speaking too loud would scare you away forever. You looked at his features, trying to memorize the dipole in his chin, the freckles splashed on the left side of his face, those bright blue eyes.
"There's no certain time. Just know we will" you replied, zipping up your coat. His eyes searched your face, as if looking for something more.
"Why can't we just be together" you let out. A sigh escaped Niall's lips, knowing this conversation would happen eventually.
"We both have someone else" he told, crossing his arms over his chest as he rocked back and forth on his feet.
"Then why do we do this?" You quizzed, running your hands through your hair in frustration. He made no comment, looking to his feet.
"I guess we like each other, but love our partners as well" you noted, staring at the floor as well.
"I love you" he whispered. Your head shot up, staring at his figure that was still facing the floor.
"What?" You spoke, flabbergasted with the sudden news. His face slowly rose, arms now resting by his side
"I love you, Y/N. I think more than my girlfriend" he explained, more confidently now. This didn't help your wide eyes and confused mind however. You shook your head softly, letting out a comical laugh
"Why are you doing this to me Niall?" You asked, your hands showing your emotions as you outstretched them.
"I want to be with you" he spoke, eyes glossy as his hands outstretched as well in reason
"We both know that can't happen!" You said just under a shout. Niall's hands dropped to his side as you looked around his living room, taking it all in and trying to find the words
"Break up with him" he spoke. Your head snapped to his direction, meeting his icy gaze.
"You're serious" you crossed your arms now, glaring at him only a few feet away from you
"And I'll break up with her" he reasoned.
"You're ridiculous" you scoffed, turning around and opening the door to the front of his house
"Y/N" he tried, but you cut him off
"No! Do you know how much hate you'll get? I'll get?! Niall we weren't meant to be. This was..I don't know what this was! But whatever it was..is over" you told, your eyes watering as tears threatened to fall. The look he was giving you made everything worse, and you had to try your hardest to turn away from the sad glance
"Please..don't" he called out, as you walked down the steps to his house
"I love you" he cried, and that was the last thing you heard before you slammed your car door shut. You looked down to avoid his stare, pulling out of his yard and speeding down the road to get away as fast as you could. In a huff, you turned on the radio, blasting it on full volume when you heard a rock song was playing. However the song quickly ended, and was followed up by one of your favorite bands, Little Mix, so you decided to have a listen to try and erase the current thoughts
"When you hold me in the street
And you kiss me on the dance floor
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't it be like that? Cause I'm yours"
When Niall holds you, you feel at home. You feel safe, like you were meant to be there. Every kiss sends you to cloud nine, and you feel as if it's the best feeling in the world.

"We keep behind closed doors
Every time I see you, I die a little more, Stolen moments that we steal as the curtain falls, It'll never be enough"
The only time you are together if behind closed doors. You have to be away from everyone, so no one will know. Your relationship is a secret. Everytime you see him, your day suddenly turns better. But do you want more?
"It's obvious you're meant for me
Every piece of you, it just fits perfectly,Every second, every thought, I'm in so deep
But I'll never show it on my face" you both have so much in common, have what each other looks for in a partner..are you meant to be? Your hands fit like they're made for each other, your lips like puzzle pieces glued to each other. You can't show on your face when around other people how much you adore him.

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