One Direction Imagines and Preferences

Insecure

YOUR POV:
You looked in the mirror, studying yourself in the bikini you were wearing. An aqua blue, perfect color for your tan skin. However the bathing suit wasn't the problem. It was what the bathing suit didn't cover. Your stomach had always never been flat. It was a weird in the middle of being flat and being a bit chubby. Non the less, you had always been self conscious about it. Also, your thighs. If you did have a thigh gap, it was the tiniest thigh gap possible. You had tried ways to fix your thigh gap, but it was impossible. You were stuck like this, this was your body, and there was nothing you could do about it besides learn to love it. But you couldn't while your best friends had the perfectly fit body.
With a sigh, you pulled on your rash guard tee, hiding your stomach. You titled your head to the side, wondering if you looked stupid. You just shrugged it off, pulling up your board shorts now. That dealt with your thighs, and you were now ready to go.
You walked down the stairs, seeing Niall on the couch, shirtless, with his navy blue bathing suit on his bottom half. He must have heard the creaking of the stairs and his head snapped from his phone to you, his eyebrows raising suspiciously

"Why you wearing that?" He questioned, getting up and placing his phone in his swimsuit pocket. You shrugged your shoulders, ignoring his question and getting your bag you set out before which contained towels, a bag of chips, and sunscreen with your favorite magazine.
"Let's go!" You faked a smile, reaching out to grab the handle to the door when Niall grabbed your wrist, turning you to face him
"Y/N" he called, and you obeyed by looking to him quietly
"It's hot out today, don't you think you should leave those here?" He brought up
"I don't want to get sun burnt or anything" you replied, grinning widely to fake your excitement. He looked over into your bag, noticing the bright yellow tub of sunscreen
"You have sunscreen in the bag babe" he fought, crossing his arms over his chest
"Oh I know! It just usually never works on me. I'm fine! Cmon now we can't be late!!" You answered, opening the door and walking to the passenger side of the car, bag on your lap. Niall followed beside silently, the car ride filled with silence except for the radio humming tunes.
"Y/N!!!!" (Oh shit can't use the classic Eleanor, Perrie, or Sophia anymore what. So..Danielle is the only girlfriend now...well im making this up so there is a girl named Zoe and she's Harry's girlfriend just go with it🙃) Danielle squealed, running to me and bringing me into a hug

"Hey!" I laughed, Zoe coming up behind Danielle to bring me into a hug as well
"How are you and Ni?" Zoe asked, walking with me to their umbrella and set up while Danielle went to say hi to Niall. Zoe was my best friend even before we both got with Niall and Harry, so I knew I could trust her with anything.
"Better than ever! You and Haz?" I replied, to which she started on a rant at how Harry takes up the whole bed and leaves her with no blanket at night
"By the way, why are you wearing that? It's so hot out!" She commented, pointing to my shirt and shorts
"Long story. Let's go swimming!" I cheered
"Wait! Put sunscreen on you hoe. Gonna get burnt!" She laughed. Harry suddenly came running by, shouting a hello to me and pulling Zoe away into the water. I giggled to myself, grabbing the sunscreen and applying it to my arms, then going to my stomach just in case the sun went through the shirt, as it did that plenty of times before
"Thought sunscreen didn't help" you heard from behind you, causing you to jump slightly in fright. You turned around, seeing Niall giving you a confused glare, hard look in his eyes
"God Niall! You scared me" you breathed out, hand over your heart as you dropped the sunscreen. He just stared at you questionably, making you a bit frightened
"What?" You chuckled, scratching your arm nervously
"What's wrong." He demanded, arms crossed over his chest, showing off his biceps

"Nothing babe! I swear nothing" you tried to shake him off you. He walked the few steps over to you, bringing you into his arms and resting his forehead against yours
"You're beautiful" he whispered. That's the problem. Niall knew you like the back of his hand. He probably knew what was going on from the start, but wanted you to tell him what you were feeling.
You stared deeply into those blue eyes, watching as he stared right back into yours. You could feel yourself slowly starting to give up and give in to him. His touch, his look, you knew that he had you under his spell
"My stomach, and thighs" you mumbled under your breath, breaking contact with him and looking down at the sand. There were a few moments of silent, the only noise being the sound of crashing waves and distant cheers and laughs of our friends, since we were on a private beach. If we went to a real one, well the boys would've gotten mobbed before we even stepped out of the car.
Niall lifted your chin up with his index finger, making you meet his gaze once again after he let out a small sigh

"Your stomach" he started off, lifting your shirt up to rest the palm of his hand against your tummy
"Doesn't have to be flat to impress me. Your stomach isn't what defines if you are sexy or not. You love a good meal, which I would much rather have over someone who just eats salads all the time" he took his hand away, now taking ahold of one of your hands while the other was placed just above your bum
"And your thighs?" He spoke,
"You don't need to have a thigh gap to impress me either. I don't care about that, Y/N. I care about you. I much rather have a curvy girl than a stick. I love these thighs" he placed his hands on your thighs, squeezing softly
"I love it when they're wrapped around my waist, I love when they're tangled with my legs" he now leaned closer, moving over to your ear
"And I love kissing your thighs, right before I eat you out" he whispered, pulling away with a smirk
"Can't you see princess? I love you for you. Don't hide yourself. I'm in love with everything about you and that's not gonna change" he grinned, hands gripping at the bottom of your tee. You showed a little smile, even though a huge one threatened to show on your face. You lifted your shirt off slowly, then moving to take off your shorts.
"Beautiful" he mumbled to himself. You giggled softly, reaching up to peck his lips
"Thank you. I love you" you thanked, placing your hand in his as you two walked towards the shore
"Love you too" he grinned, bringing you into his side by your waist to hold you tight
"Let's say last one to the water has to make dinner tonight?" He proposed
"Oh your on" you laughed, starting to sprint off on the beach away from Niall's yelling figure