GOSSIP | DYLAN O'BRIEN [2]

Chapter 44: Oh god i miss you

PRIVATE MESSAGES

Dyl:
Hey Cris I know it's three in the morning and you're probably exhausted since you've been promoting your collection all day

Dyl:
I just want to talk to you. I feel the need to

Dyl:
I'm lost without you. I had you and I lost you

Dyl:
We used to be both happy together going through wild adventures with one another. We used to be in love and unconscious of the negative things around us

Dyl:
I was happy. I've never been that happy in a long time. You made me want to smile even more. You made me want to kiss the hell out of you cause it made me feel like I was the luckiest guy ever

Dyl:
I thought I could live without you in my life. And even when I realized I couldn't I tried to convince myself that it won't be hard. But no, fuck it hurts like hell. I'm not even joking or trying to be clingey, I definitely think you were the most important thing that ever happened to me.

Dyl:
Seeing you with Justin even though you don't love him breaks my heart cause at least he got you. He can see you every single day

Dyl:
I wish we could go back in time
To before it all went wrong
When we were boyfriend and girlfriend
Loving each other even more each day

Dyl:
I screwed up. I'm so sorry for what I've done. Cheating on you with your bestfriend. Not being there for you when you were struggling with your first months of pregnancy. I feel so bad.

Dyl:
Each day I ask myself why do I still love you? I should be moving on in my life but I'm stuck. FUCKING stuck.

Dyl:
But babe we were real. We were authentic. We had chemistry. We were there for each other. We were the it couple. We were us. Dylan and Cristy. Cristy and Dylan. We were O'fox

Dyl:
It just hurts. It hurts so bad

Dyl:
Not to be able to talk to you. Not to be able to know how your freaking day was

Dyl:
I just don't know what to do... I'm freaking confused.

Dyl:
I just really...

Dyl:
I really love you

Dyl:
I love you

Dyl:
And oh god I miss you
DELIVERED 3:15 AM