GOSSIP | DYLAN O'BRIEN [2]

Chapter 1: Heartbroken

"Cristy!! Get your ass here you need to see this!" I heard Amber scream from the kitchen.

It took me two minutes to have the courage and stand up from the couch. I couldn't move properly anymore because of how mentally and physically exhausted i was, and having to carry a human being inside me makes it even more tiring for me.

"What the hell is so important to show me Amber?" I asked, rolling my eyes while sitting on of the chairs placed in front of the counter.

Without uttering a single word, Amber gave me her iPhone and showed me an article about me.

After reading the title, I immediately gave her back her phone. it's been two months now that I'm pregnant. And two months that Dylan and I decided to go our separate ways. He was ready to support me for the baby even though he isn't the father. But I didn't want his support, after all, he cheated on me. He cheated on me with one of my best friends and he blamed it all on the alcohol. 

The whole world knew about him cheating on me and he was even caught making out with Lily in a private party at the Brooklyn Bridge hotel in New York. That was two days ago, and that's when I unfortunately learned about them dating.

I never knew that it would be this hard to get over him. And i was and still am so outraged upon realizing how much of a bitch my ex best friend could be. Not giving any damn about how I would feel learning that she literally stole the love of my life from me.

How could she betray me that way? Sleeping with my ex knowing that he was taken by her best friend. I was left without any explanation, because miss slutty decided to ignore me and leave me behind, making me feel as if I was the mistaken little bitch.

I did everything i could to forget Dylan. But as you all guessed, I couldn't. I cried a lot because of him. I laughed a lot because of him. I believed in love because of him, and now I'm left heartbroken because of him. And my stomach drops every time I think of him with Lily.

People eventually started suspecting the fact that I was indeed pregnant. And i'm not getting any roles now because of that. I still have a lot of press to do and there's still the second season of 13 reasons why, airing pretty soon, and I'm exhausted because of the baby.

Dorothy, Mary and Amber were luckily there for me. Amber was my friend since we were little. She has always dreamed of becoming a model and her dreams came true. She's a known one and she's extremely appreciated in the modeling industry.

I know what you're all thinking, what about Tyler? Well, he visits me once in a while and he's really taking care of me. After all, he's the father. He didn't do a paternity test but it was obviously him the father. That's something we're at one hundred percent sure of.

I started scrolling through Instagram when I saw something that literally left me jaw dropped.

Tears began rolling down my cheeks as i felt my heart break into tiny pieces.
"Oh darling!" I heard Amber exclaim and I couldn't help but hug her. I started crying really hard, not wanting to suppress my emotions anymore.

"Cris babe, you need to get over him. You need to understand that he doesn't love you anymore. He doesn't think about you in the night. He doesn't remember what it feels like to kiss you. I'm so sorry darling. But you need to forget him."

I hugged her more tightly. She was right, Dylan doesn't love me anymore.