Too Fat to Love | E.G.D✅

Three

Three| The late night visit

"Aren't you gonna eat?" My dad and mom asked in unison. I stopped playing with my dinner and looked up in annoyance.

"Am I Fat?" I blurted out.

Their eyes widened as they both looked at each other.

"Honey...why would you ask that?" My dad asked sipping his water.

"Because I wanna know." I shrugged "Am I Fat?" I asked again

They didn't answer me, instead they looked at me like they had just seen a ghost.

"Wow" I nodded my head "Even my own parent think of me as a reckless fat ass." I said getting up from the table, heading up the staircase.

"Violet, wait!" They called.

I slammed my door and ran my fingers through my hair, looking at myself in the mirror.

"I hate how I look. I hate myself." I said, as a tear fell to my cheeks.

"Don't say that" a familiar voice said from behind me.

I quickly dried up my tears with my hands and turned around to see Ethan looking worried. He was one of the last people I wanted to see at this point.

"Ethan, how'd you get in here?"

"You're window was open and I was just taking a walk so I figured, why not?" He shrugged.

"Please, just get out" my voice cracked.

His face expression softened. I could tell he felt bad for me. But why?

He took a few steps towards me and embraced me in a hug.

"Oh my god. Um...what are you doing?"

"Trying to make you feel better?"

"Well...it's not working, so get off of me." I said pulling away from his embrace. To be completely honest...it felt pretty good, but I'm not about to be one of those girl in school who'd probably be like 'hold me, tell me you love me, I wanna be like this forever.'

"It's just a bad day, everyone has them. So stop trying to push the people who want to help you away. Everyone goes through one. Your not the only one." He shrugged, rolling his eyes.

"A bad day?" I chuckled. "When you order a salad do people immediately think your on a diet?!"

"No.."

"When you walk, do people make farting noises?!"

"No.."

"Do you sit in the back of the classrooms because you can't fit in the seats up front?!"

"No.."

"When you look in the mirror do you feel the need to cry, because your so unsatisfied with yourself?!"

"No.."

"That's exactly what I thought" I snapped "So don't you dare compare you're bad days to mine. Ever. Again." I huffed.

"I'm-"

"Just get out!" I pointed at the window "Your just as bad as you're brother." I scoffed.

"Why do you push people away?" He raised his voice.

"I only push the right people away."

"Can't you just get to know me before you categorize me? Think about what your doing. People do this to you on the daily and your just doing the same thing to me." He smirked, raising his hands.

"I see what your doing and I'm here to tell you. It's NOT working."

"What's not working, babyg-"

"Say it and I'll slap you so hard both you're brother and mom will feel it."

"Violet woods, you are out of the ordinary..." he licked his lips. "You're definitely not like most girls."

"Yeah, because most girls are skinny little bitches."

"That's not what I meant" He laughed

"Why the fuck are you still in here? Get out!" I said shoving him to the window.

"One day. You'll want me." He winked,

"For what? For the sex? Popularity? Money?" I crossed my arms "The only thing I want right now is to feel good in my own goddamn skin." I said pushing him into the pool below my window.

"You'll pay for that!" He yelled

"Whatever floats you're boat," I laughed, rolling my eyes.

I closed my window and made sure it was locked. Didn't want him coming back in here tonight.