Too Fat to Love | E.G.D✅

Twenty-One

Twenty-One| Beautiful

After Our date, Ethan decided to take me to the peak he took me many times before. I don't know why but, this time it felt different. Maybe because he proposed and we were gonna have a family together.

I caught him staring at me from out of the corner of my eye.

"What?" I asked

"You're beautiful" he said, pulling me closer. "You changed me Violet. Before you came along I wouldn't dare date a plus size girl."

"What happened? What made you change you're mind?"

"You" he smiled, pecking my lips "I love you so, so, much. I just hope you love yourself just as much as I do, because you don't know how beautiful you are."

"I still have my insecurities, but I'm better than I was back then. Back then I would do anything to be skinny because I thought that was how I was supposed to be. But you taught me I needed to embrace myself."

"I'm not a crier, but I think I'm about to cry."

"Do it. It makes you feel better" I laughed.

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When we got to my house, everyone was asleep. So I invited Ethan in, he said his mom would probably be pissed if he came home so late so I told him he could sleep over at my place.

"Hey," Ethan said peaking in my room. "You going to bed?"

"Yeah..why?"

"Oh..I just wanted to...sleep with you." He spoke shyly, like he was nervous of talking to me.

I moved over and patted a space for him to lay on, he came from out the hallway and plopped down on my bed, immediately cuddling me.

"Babygirl?"

"Mhm?"

"Grayson and I wanna start a YouTube channel. What do you think?"

"I think it would be awesome!" I chirped "I bet you'll make a million subscribers over night because of how funny you are."

"Thank baby. It means a lot." He mumbled. "Now let's go to sleep. We have a big day tomorrow."

"What do we have to do tomorrow?"

"We have to come up with some baby names." He yawned

"Ethan, I don't even know the gender of the baby yet" I laughed

I waited for a reply or a cheesy comeback but he was already asleep. Small snores escaped his slightly parted mouth. I laughed at his cuteness and leaned in and kissed his forehead before reaching over and turning off the lamp on my beside table.

Throughout my time with Ethan I've learned a lot of things...including you can never be too "fat" to love yourself. Social media always causes you to forget what you truly are... At the end of the day, yes to everyone else I'm "fat" but to Ethan...I'm beautiful.

Do I love myself? Hmmm......

Yes.

✘THE END✘