Diary of a sex addict..

ch 12; Cutting Off All Ties

Saturday, March 28, 2014

Same fucking day•

I got home and ate all of my food, I instantly got on Amazon because I wanted to buy a Sybian and a strap on, I wanna try some new shit. I'm starting to realize I don't have any male friends with benefits but I love dick... I don't understand how I got to this point. I need to get on one of those hookup apps as soon as possible. Anyways, I ordered the Sybian and strap for Adrianna and my girl, don't worry imma keep them both sanitized after every use. I looked in the suggestions list and added some rope and a whip to my shopping cart, that's for when my boss or my girl piss me off. My phone started ringing, I looked at the caller ID and seen Anna name pop up. I answered the phone within two rings and heard moaning through the phone, sounded like some white bitch. I said hello but the moans grew louder and louder, I heard slapping noises and all, who the fuck she fucking? Ugh, now I'm pissed. I quickly hung up the phone as I threw my phone across the room. Imma show her what the fuck she missing out on, fuck being mad I'm just gonna get all dolled up. I took a 45 minute shower, did all my hygiene stuff, curled my 28" weave and wore my blue jean print hand made dress I made myself, it stopped 5 inches above my knees, it was short and tight showing off all my curves. I was in love with myself! Soon as I finished spraying my perfume, I heard a knock at the door, it was jacoby. What the hell his weird ass want? He told me he was horny and wanted to fuck but I wasn't having it. I'm still pissed that he left me for a week without even hitting me up and the fact he's fucking some bony white bitch? Hell nah he better get the fuck out my face, plus I'm dating his ex, something he'll never find out. I told him I wanted to cut off all ties with him, at first he was being a lil bitch about it telling me how I'll never be shit and he never loved me blah blah blah. I cut him off by telling him that his words don't mean shit to me anymore, he made me who I am so if he wanna judge me that's fine but it's his fault I'm like this. He tried to pay me to have sex with him, I started to cuss him out because first of all I'm not a damn prostitute, I love money but damn I don't want nor need anything from his ass. Jacoby thinks just because he was my first love, I'll still do anything for him. Feelings fade away and I can finally say I don't love that boy nomore. I'm a free woman.. Kind of.