Diary of a sex addict..

ch 13; New Friends With Benefits

Sunday, March 29, 2014

I'm mad because Adrianna never hit me up that night. Why would she lie to me like that? If she knew she wasn't gonna invite me over, why the hell she just didn't call me and tell me what was up? I don't have time to play with other folks kids especially when it comes down to sex. Either we fucking or we aint, I don't care how fine you are, there's too many damn people on this earth to be tripping off one mother fucker, and lemme tell you Adrianna is fine but I won't be a fool for her ass. I might just stop fucking with my hoes and be All about my girlfriend, maybe, I won't make any promises on that. I checked my email and Amazon sent me a notification telling me my stuff would be here tomorrow, I was so happy and the first person imma use it on is Brianna, fine ass. I called her up to see what she was doing... No answer. Fuck she doing? Not once has she ever ignored one of my calls. Ian no bitch so I'm not bouta keep calling her ass. Sunday's are usually chill days for me so I guess that's what imma be doing today, might order a pizza and watch some netflix. Hours passed by and I had already gone through half my pizza while watching 47 meters down, that movie gives me anxiety. My ringtone went off playing "ocean by jacquees" that was my shiiiiiit. It was xai, he was calling because he wanted to come over and chill. Deep down I really wanted to because I haven't had any dick in about a week or 2 hell I forgot I lost count. I thought about it for a quick second then I hung up in he face. Honestly, I can't give him an answer right now. Part of me wants to say yes because I wanna know what his stroke game is like and part of me wants to say no because I refuse to be embarrassed by him again. I could've lost my job because of him, if it wasn't for my boss having a lil crush on me and his mama could've beat my ass for being in her house without her consent. That boy too damn fine but I won't be mistaken for a fool. I'm tired of everybody wasting my fucking time. I decided to download tinder and look for some older men, I'm only 22, yes I still live with my mama fuck what anybody gotta say. I set up my profile with a full body picture that showed off my body well in my bio I put down I'm looking for a friend's with benefits around the ages of 25-29, preferably black, tall and muscular. I put my age, sex, location and all that other shit down, for my orientation I just put bisexual because I fuck with both girls and guys, never will I be fully lesbian. After I refreshed the page I had 6 messages already, let's see who wanna beat this kitty up... First message was from some guy named Denzel Green, he was 6'4, had a caramel complexion, tattoos all on his skin but he had messed up teeth... I'm not the type to judge and I'm really not trying to date him so I'm not worried bout his teeth forreal. The message read "Hey beautiful, I would love to be friends with benefits, I could pay you $600 weekly if you'd like." 600 dollars weekly?! Hold the fuck on, like I said Ian no damn prostitute but that's a lot of fucking money, plus my $400 checks I'm getting from walmart, oh shieeetttt. I replied back by saying, "sure I'm interested, you live around the area?" While I waited for him to reply I opened up another message that was from a guy named Crashaud Lampley, he was 5'9, light skin and had golds on his bottom and top set of teeth. The message read "Damn ma, you sexy as fuck id really love to meet up with you tonight if your available." I burst out laughing, why he tryna be All corny? I was having fun with this app, these niggas are thirsty... Like me, I like it. I replied back by saying "I gotta work tomorrow baby but call me tomorrow around 6, I'll be happy to meet up with you." I gave him my number and exited out of the chat. Denzel texted me back and said "I live 45 minutes away from you but your worth the travel sweetheart." He really didn't have to call me sweetheart, that shit irks my soul. I replied back by saying "Okay, you free Wednesday? If so, call me around 6 and we'll talk about it more and if your forreal about the $600 bring it with you. See you then." I also gave him my number as I logged out of the app as I shut my eyes, falling into a deep sleep...