Diary of a sex addict..

ch. 16; Pregnant?

Monday, March 30, 2014

Same day•

I had so much anger built up inside of me I didn't know what to do so I just went home. I don't want nothing to do with Anna or Brianna ever again. I know I been fucking with other people too but she didn't have to ignore me like that, and as far as Anna? She don't have to worry about me anymore because she knew Brianna was my girlfriend! She seen both of us in McDonald's that day! I'm pretty sure they've already fucked and I don't even care. This is why I am the way I am because people aren't who they say they are. They try to boost your head up like they faithful and all that other shit but behind closed doors they fucking with this person and that person. I'm starting to loose all my hoes.. Jacoby? Haven't heard from him ever since he came by my house. Xai? He ain't nothing but an embarrassment. Adrianna? She acting funny and I ain't got time for it. Anna? She basically been fucking my girl. I'm loosing all my hoes and I'm getting irritated . It was around 9 something when I made it back home because I had to go for a drive around the city to clear my head. Soon as I pulled up in the driveway I seen Brianna car in my driveway. Why won't this girl leave me alone? I got out and walked to the front door as I unlocked it. Brianna asked me what the hell was I doing at Anna house. This bitch dumb ass bricks... She was in the damn room probably watching what was going on the whole time. I ignored her question and asked her why the hell was she in the closet. She told me shes been spending a couple days at Anna house to get away from jacoby. I asked why and she said because she knew he would check my house first. Shit doesnt ass up to me because if she was just over there hiding from jacoby, why the hell was she in the girl closet?? She confessed, telling me that they had sex before I showed up. I dropped everything in my hand and ran towards the bathroom as I began throwing up in the toilet. My stomach was aching bad and my head was killing me, I honestly didn't have time to argue with Bri I just wanted to eat some tacos and get fat, lay down, and watch netflix...