Omegaverse (2 Moons fanfic)

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A/N: [Warning] Angst ahead!

Beam

When did all these misfortune started happening? I ponder upon myself as I move my eyes across the hotel room with the girl I had slept with earlier sleeping beside me peacefully, naked under the duvet.

As my mind begins to wander during the past, I force myself to stop my train of thoughts before it could hurt me once again.

Flashback
It was not new to me for girls to cling to my side, approach me, or get closer to me. I admit, I was a playboy or better known as the Casanova Prince since I forgot when. Despite the fact that I'm only a Beta, an average person in our community, the girls doesn't mind my gender as long as I bed them. They said there is something in me that attracts their attention, and they have this urge to get closer to me, or better, get laid.

Since when did I start being a playboy? Hmm~ hard to recall. But I think that urge started after seeing my family tore apart. I am an only child, and my parents and I were super close to each other, no secrets between us. Till one day, I had to witness that horrifying event where dad leaves us, making mom suffer for years and years after he left. The information or the reason why he did that was disclosed and never was brought up in our conversation, nor no one bothered to do so.

Months after that unfortunate event, I observe as my mom rise back to her feet and did her best to raise me by herself, my friends were also there while I struggled at the new feeling of growing without a dad. Months after the recovery, the feeling of loneliness and desperation crawled up to my skin and kept my mind wander in those feelings. I was devastated back then, until a girl runpee(senior) coaxed me to go with her and 'have fun'.

After dismissal, I excused myself to my friends as I told them a lie of spending my time reading comics to avoid nosy noses interrupting my business. The girl brought me to hotel and that's when I started getting nervous.

Entering the hotel, with the guard eyeing me suspiciously, the girl coaxed him by telling him that I'm her friend from school, and that she booked inside the hotel for a week now. Nodding in complete defeat, we went inside the elevator and waited in silence.

She open the door and grab my wrist pulling me inside. After entering the room, she pulled me inside her bedroom and push me forward, making me sit at the edge of the bed.

"P, what are you doing?" I ask frantically, she smiled at me as she moves closer and leans on me.

"I'll bring you to heaven N, and you'll forget all your troubles." She replied as she gave me that devilish smile. I nodded my head in acceptance since I want to forgot all my problems, the pain, worry, longing, everything.

She moves closer as she kneels infront of me and slowly unzip my pants. I tried to decline her offer but she just shrug me off. Slowly removing her upper garment, my little one started rising up from her touches and the feeling of lust occupies my body. Doing her 'magic' with my thing, I started enjoying every moment with it, and after releasing all my stress and worries as I shot inside her mouth, the satisfaction brought to me by the girl, brought happiness in me and made me forget all my problems.

I was just 13 when it happened, my mother nor my friends didn't know about it till I confessed 2 years after. Of course they were angry and upset by it, but sooner, they began to understand my situation and paid enough attention to me. And since then, I've played and bedded girls countless of times, some are hidden, some are exposed, but all I know, I've tried each and every gender and type of girl there was, older, same age as mine, and younger. They brought happiness in me and made me forgot all my problems.

A new type of feeling was carved inside me, lust and pure bliss.

Everything went well smoothly, friends, family, studies and life. I thought it will continue for a long long time. But I didn't expect it to shatter once I've stepped college.