Persona

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I know that Namjoon isn't just a handsome, dirty-minded and talented person.

He's more than that.

I got to witness that today.

........................

"Are you ready to go?"

"Yup! I'm ready to go-Oh?"

"Oh, shush. It's not like I'm THAT attractive."

"Oh, trust me, you really are one. Now come on and have a date with me."

"Whatever you say, Princess."


The hangout took place in evening since he said that it's better to go there at night. And it was true. We went on dinner right under bright stars. 

"I knew it."

"You know what?"

"That you are a romantic man. Beneath that exterior of yours... There's something more."

"Poetic."

"But it's true! RM of BTS is one hell of a composer and a rapper slash vocalist- don't ever deny that shit. I heard your singing voice and it was really good. As Namjoon... As a simple person living in a cruel world... Is more than the rapper."

"...Everyone one of us tries to separate our personal lives in our different persona that we have. We can't mix ourselves on those personas because if we do that... we might not know who we are anymore. Just like every person, we separate our work on our personal lives. That we are a worker. Not a father, mother, sister, or brother. Sometimes... the only thing that is pulling me is them and my own family."

"...But whoever you are... You exhibit something. Do you know what that is?"

"What is it?"

"Calm and Comfort. Some people told me that they cling on your words whenever they are in a difficult position. They really use you as an anchor. Like what you told them to do. To use you whenever they want to to know how to love themselves."

I grabbed his hands and looked him in the eye.

"And I hope you also use and trust us and your family to know how loving yourself feels like."

"Hey... Do you want to make me cry?"

He asked me in a joking manner. But deep down this man knew that what I said is serious and that he took note of that.

"If you cry... We'll cry with you and we will comfort each other."

"Are we... Someone came here with us?"

"Oh hell no. I'm talking about me, your family, and the ARMY."

He smiled at me warmly. It was the first time showed me that. Every time he smiles it was always a joking manner. The way he smiled made my heart jump for some reason.

"...I like that."

"Oh and Namjoon?"

"Yeah?"

"I told you you are an attractive person."

"How did you come up with that?"

"Because of something."

"Would you mind if I can hear that "something?"

"...You'll soon figure that out."

"Fine, fine."

........................

"And that's how I broke my glasses."

"...Please have mercy. You might even break your girlfriend if you have one."

"Do you want to experience that?"

"...Maybe. Maybe."

"Oooh, we're getting frisky here."

"Shut up. You're making the stars blush."

"Them? But the one I NEED to see blush is you. I almost did that when we had our picnic."

"Aish, shut up."

........................

We were in front of the house when he suddenly kissed me on the cheek.

"You're not the only sly one~"

I stole a kiss from his lips which made him smile. He wiggled his eyebrows grinned at me.

"So that's how we play-"

"NO THAT'S HOW WE PLAY! GO INSIDE AND STOP FLIRTING IN FRONT OF THE HOUSE."

"...Damn it, Jin."

I broke out of laughter. I laced my fingers to his and gave him a grin.

"Well let's go. Joonie."

"Yes, ma'am."


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