Neoncon

Chapter 7

~back to Becca's point of view~

I woke up on uthe beach literally. Everyone was laying down in a circle and sleeping. I laid in Taylor chest.

I got up slightly and he moved. "I'm sorry I woke you up" I apologized. "No I was awake watching you sleep" Taylor remarked. "Your cute" I giggled. "You know I wanted to kiss you so bad last night" he yawned. "Same" I pecked his lips. I know it was wrong but why not.

"Guys wake up" I yelled kicking everyone.

I saw fans from about a mile away pointing us out. "Shit guys seriously wake up fans are running over here like right now" everyone slowly got up and me and Taylor started running. "Omg they are going to die" some of the girls stopped when they saw everyone else but some didn't.

I laughed as we got chased by fans. "Taylor where are we going to go" I asked breathing heavily. "Our hotel! Just keep running" he laughed.

We ran into our hotel and the lobby was packed with all different kinds of people. Not many fans.

We got up to our floor and fans were still following us. We zig zagged though halls and went up and down stairs.

About thirty minutes later we weren't being chased but we got stopped by someone else... Matt.

"Holy shit" Taylor yelled. I couldn't look at Matt in the eye. "Can we talk alone" he asked. He looked like he had been crying all night. "Really, you think I'm going to talk to you and forgive you" I choked. "Please" Matt said grabbing my hand. "No Matthew I'm sorry but no" I pulled my hand away and walked away with Taylor.

"Wow, are you okay" Taylor asked. "Not really but I was having fun until that" I grunted. "Well we will have fun today! I'll make today fun" he insisted. "Your not that fun" I lied. "Oh really" Taylor raised an eyebrow. "Just kidding" I laughed. I knew if I didn't say that, Taylor would have done something horrible like tickle me.

We got in the elevator and Taylor started pressing all the buttons. "What the fuck, what we doing" I yelled. "Its fun" Taylor hugged me. "No it's not" I laughed. We were almost at the top floor and I ran out of the elevator when it almost closed. I went to the hallway and ran to the staircase. "I'm not waiting in that elevator" I yelled as he grabbed me from behind. "Okay then I guess we are walking down 30 flights of stairs" Taylor agreed.***

We got back on the beach and saw everyone having fun.

"Didn't you guys go back to the hotel"i questioned. "Why should we go back when all we would do it nothing there" Amy said. I noticed everyone was there but Matt now. "Yeah I guess" Taylor added. "So where did you guys even go" Nash said taking a bite of a sandwich. "I don't even know honestly, we did see Matt though" I looked down.

I took off my oversized shirt and got inside the ocean. I almost forgot about Matt except when I got inside the water. I remembered everyday swimming with him.

*flashback*

"I'n taking you out tonight! I'll be in the lobby" Matt said over the phone. It was a few days after Magcon ended and Matt and me talked. "Fine but as friends" I giggled.

I wore leggings, a Nirvana t-shirt, and an oversized denim jacket. I slipped into some light brown Uggs and left the room. It was really cold in San Francisco that night.

I got down to the lobby and Matt waited for me on the couch. "Hi" I said hugging him. "So I decided for you to show me around the city tonight" he announced. "Seriously, I thought you had a plan" I chuckled. "Yeah well this is it" Matt added.

"So why haven't you gone home yet" he asked as we walked down the piers. "Well no ones home and I just like staying with the girls, you reminded me I have to call my mom later" I admitted. "Your so weird" Matthew joked. "I know" I rolled my eyes.***

After a while we got to the beach on Pier 39. It was small and nobody was there. "Do you like it here" I asked Matt. "Amazing city but it's to cold" he chuckled. "That's the point" I half yelled.

We ate our ice cream from Ghirardelli chocolate factory and watched the boats drive by.

"I'm tired shouldn't we head back" I yawned. "If you want I'll get a taxi for us" he questioned. "YASSS PLEASE" I laughed.

We got in the car and Matt grabbed my hand. It was awkward because I wanted to be just friends. No relationship right now, even though I would be so lucky. Also, they are leaving so I can't be so attached.

I leaned my head on his shoulder and he looked at me I looked at him and we gazed in each others eyes for a while. "Fun night" I said looking down but Matt cupped my chin and carefully turned my head and kissed me.

It made everything so much more different. I loved this kiss. It was only my second but I kissed back. I saw Matt differently.

It was our first kiss...

*end of flashback*

~two days later, Becca's birthday~

They sang happy birthday as I opened my eyes. All of the girls jumped on the bed I laid on last night. I was horribly tired and in a bad mood.

"Thanks guys but stop, just stop" I grumbled. "Are you okay" Kylie asked. "Yeah I'm fine" I fake smiled. "Guys go for a minute let me talk to her" Amy said.

"I know your not okay" she hugged me. "I knew you would know" a tear shed down my cheek. "I miss him and I have done something horribly wrong I'll tell you as long as you don't judge me" I choked. "Spill it" she blurted.

"So since me and Matt dated, I have kind of been seeing Taylor. Never sex because Matt was my first and that was a few days ago, but make out and touch. We pretty much stopped doing that long ago. It didn't start again till this trip. I really really really like Taylor but I want my Matt. When I have seen him the two times he looked horrible like he was crying. I have wanted him to come and comfort me since day one but I didn't want to be desperate. Amy I just miss him" I sobbed.

"Your pretty messed up about Taylor but I get it he's hot and intriguing. Matt missed you too. Badly and he is always crying. He can't stand you not being around him and he doesn't have an explanation but if you love someone you should forgive them, especially since it wasn't sex" Amy explained. I hugged her and laid in her lap. I was lucky to have a best friend like her.

"He has been trying to get to me but I have pushed him away so much I feel like he doesn't care anymore" I mentioned. "Hey I know he will and we are having a party for you tonight so be ready" she laughed. I hugged her and we got ready.

All the girls came in and we went down to the breakfast buffet because wit was my favorite.

I walked down and I walked past my old room. I didn't want to see him but I did. Obviously. "Hey" I said. He looked depressed. "Hi" he grumbled back. I tried not to make eye contact and he did same. "Guys can I have a minute" I asked the girls. "Sure we will be down stairs" they spoke.

"I'm so sorry please give me another chance-" Matt began but I hugged him. "What are you doing I thought you hate me" he added. "I was mad at you and still kind of am but I can't stand being away from you, I love you" I said not letting go of him. "I love you too" he hugged me and picked me a bit off my feet. "Now get cleaned up because I am having a birthday party, also the room better be clean" I giggled. "I missed you" Matt kissed me lightly.

I was slightly mad at myself got letting him off that easy but I couldn't wait any longer. If I did I think I would have died inside.

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Authors note: Happy 4th Americans!!!

I am going to be really busy partying this weekend so yeah maybe not much writing. I'll try to write and post every two days for not but sooner or later I will have to change it to once a week!

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