Neoncon

Chapter 9

"Hey buddy! Why are you crying" I wiped my eyes and looked up. It was Nash. "Hi" I sat up tall. "Why are you crying" he asked again. "Me and Matt broke up again" I gulped. "Oh I'm sorry" he said pulling me in his embrace. "It's my fault not his" I said. "I don't care I just don't want to see you cry on your birthday" Nash rubbed my back. "Thanks but my birthday is almost over" I sniffled.***

I woke up really late. I took a long shower and didn't bother getting ready. I turned on the TV and just laid in bed on my laptop for most of the day.

The door opened and it was Matt I sat up and bit my lip. He quickly ran towards me and hugged me. He looked tired and his eyes were blood shot. "No more fighting this trip" Matt whispered. "How can you forgive me like this" I asked. "I'm not but I love you and we have to at least try to be friends" he pointed out. "I agree" I choked. "But I just want to be friends right now, I'm still not happy" Matt surprised me but I just agreed with him.

I wanted him back but Matt is very emotional and I didn't want to push him because I know he would do that for me.***

"Get up Becca we are going to Maui now" Matt said pushing me around trying to wake me up. We were still only friends. It has only been a few days since my birthday but I have been able to mange it. Matt made it clear that we are only taking a break, to enjoy others company but I haven't talked to Taylor but I do want to apologize. I took a quick shower and put on some quarter length leggings and a tie dye muscle t-shirt. I also put on my converse and threw my hair in a bun. I slipped in my aviator sunglasses and me and Matt left the hotel room.

"So have you talked to that girl" I bumped him in the arm. "No I don't really want to. What about you and Taylor" Matt grinned. "Nothing" I laughed. He wrapped his arm around me and kissed my head. "That's my girl" he chuckled.

We got in the cars and drove to the air port. I was in the same car as Taylor but we didn't talk.

Once we got in the airport he still ignored me. I had to talk to him.

"Taylor" I said while tapping on his shoulder. "What do you want" he asked pulling of his earphones. "Can we talk" I asked. "No" he grunted. "Please" I shouted. "Fine" he moaned. "I want to apologize for playing around, me and Matt aren't together though" I said. "You will go back to him anyways! It's not like we have a chance" Taylor addressed. "Honestly, I don't think so. We haven't acted like we are getting back together" I smirked. "I want to kiss you but I'm not, I'm not" he insisted. "That's fine but that doesn't mean I won't kiss you" I but my lip and wrapped my arms around his neck and stood on my toes. I kissed him lightly and then backed out.***

We landed in Maui and I sat with Taylor on the plane.

"Hey" I elbowed Matt as we walked off the plane. "Hi" he frowned. "No, don't be mad I talked to Taylor" I commented. "Well I thought we would have another chance" is he serious right now. After he said we were just going to be friends! "We need time off, you go make friends, find someone" I said. "I will" he was kind of mad. "Yeah, you better" I walked away.***

We got to our hotel and our view was a million times better then in Honolulu. I was in a room with Matt again but we got two beds. Like friends should.

I changed and got ready for our meeting. We have to dress formal because it's very important.

I was getting ready and Matt came in. "I don't want to end this trip on bad terms" he said rushing over to me. "Same. But if we are on a break why can't we see anyone else" I asked. "It's Taylor, he created the problem in the first place and I do want you really bad" he said walking closer to me. "I know, I want you badly but we do need a break" I was wrapped in his arms as he pulled me close. "We don't need a break from sex because I don't think I can stay away from that" Matt smirked. "If you can make every other time as good as our first" I but my lip.

We started to make out and he laid me on the bed. "We have our meeting soon" I moaned as he kissed my neck. "Give me a few minutes please" Matt continued. "Fine but we can't do this all the time" I said. "You'll change your mind" he advised.***

Our meeting were over and I knew Matt looked at me the whole time. He kept trying to make me smile but I tried to hold back and not make anything awkward.

I got in our room before he did and changes into my beach clothes.

Once get cane in, he went up and kissed me. "What are you doing" I asked. "Can we please get back together" Matt begged. "Can you please give me sometime, I don't want to mess things up again" I beamed. "I know you just want time with Taylor but I don't want you to have time with him" he confirmed. "What ever I do is not your business okay? Just wait till we get back from Hawaii but I don't want anymore drama on this trip" I pointed out.

"What are we doing right now" Matt asked getting over the dating subject. "Water slides" I screamed. "Yay" he shouted. "I know Chad told me we are meeting at the lobby because fans won't be down there" I added. "Okay" Matt smiled. "I'm going to see Taylor I'll be back later" I hugged him before leaving.

I got into Taylor's room. I felt weird because I liked sneaking around with him while I was with Matt.

"Are you decent" I said knocking on the bathroom door. "No, you can come in though" Taylor chuckled. "No thanks" I giggled back.

He came out and kissed me. I kissed back and we started making out. "Hey" he smirked. "Hi" I did same. "Do you really want to go today or maybe hang out here" Taylor seductively asked.