Neoncon

Chapter 10

"Oh were going! I've been waiting a while to go on water slides" I shouted. "Why Becca" he whined. "Because I want to" I grabbed my bag and pulled his shirtless self out of the room.

"Finally free in Maui" I screamed. "Whooo hooooo" Taylor screamed as I jumped on his back. "You should have brought a shirt, on second thought nevermind" I big my lip.

Some fans came up behind us and we got pictures with them. The rest of our day was filled with fun. Everyone was in a good mood even Matt but that's because he knows he has me. He knows I'll most likely going back.***

Our trip was coming to an end, I was really sad but happy that I get a break from the two guys. I didn't know which one I would end up with. Honestly, I really loved both. I almost felt sick. I didn't want anymore drama between two guys.

I finished packing my clothes and I put them by the door. "I'll miss you when I go home" Matt said. "Same I guess but I am so confused I don't really want to spend anymore time with anyone" I fake smiled. "I'm sorry, maybe we shouldn't be together for real this time" he frowned. "I love you, I really do but I don't know how to tell Taylor" I confessed. "I love you more" he started to smile. I got on my tip-toes and kissed his nose.

"Why are you so perfect? Every guy wants you" Matt chuckled. "No just they guys I know I can't have want me" I giggled. "Well let's get going before anything more happens here" he hugged me. "Yeah, do you have everything" I backed away. "I think" he smirked. "What" I blushed. "Does this mean we are back together" he kept a smirk on his face. "Maybe" I smiled. I honestly didn't know what else to say.

We walked out of our room and security took our bags to the car. Taylor came behind me and hugged me. "Hi" I bit my lip. "Girl, you look fine" he moaned. "Thanks" I bit my lip. Matt looked mad but I knew he would understand because I haven't 'broken up' with either or said I was 'with' either.***

"Yay we are back in California" I said walking out of customs in the air port. "I know and your boy free now" Maya said. "Nope well, I'm staying here tonight" Taylor broke in. "Your not staying with me, I am taking the longest nap ever" I laughed. "I'll just join" he added. "No" all of us girls yelled. He groaned and I got into my mothers car and told her all about my trip.

"Mom, I think I want to go back to Sacramento to see my dad" I told her that's because I wanted to just get away and go to the house I grew up in. I just want to stay out of the busy places with lots of people. "Well, we all are. Even Rob" Rob was my step-dad. "Why why all of us" I asked. "Your dad isn't doing well" she looked really nervous. "Mom what's wrong" I was getting nervous. My dad was ten years older then my dad. "He had a stroke, but he is okay right now" she looked like crying. My mom and my dad were still friends even though they were divorced.

I got home my house and ran up stairs into my room. I unpacked and went jumped on my bed. I also called Matt to tell him I got home safe.

"Hey babe" he said. "Hi Matt" I grinned even though I knew he couldn't see me. "Are you home? I just got home" he told me. "Yeah I just got home too. But I have bad news" I choked. "Baby are you okay" Matt exclaimed. "I don't know if I am going to finish off the tour this year" I gulped. "Why though" he questioned. "Because, my dad had a stroke. He is fine but I want to go stay with him for the summer" I said. "I wish I can be there with you and comfort you right now. I really miss you already and just want to talk to you in person" he sighed. "Same, I gotta go. Love you" I was sad. I wanted him so bad. "Love you too, come visit once me and the guys get our apartment" Matt softly spoke through the phone.

I took a shower and was happy to be home. Now, I wanted to be with my dad.***

"Honey wake up" my mom shook carefully. "We are leaving in three days so get your stuff together and do everything you want to do" she added. "Okay, why didn't you let me sleep in" I moaned. "Oh yeah because you are getting lots and call and text from your management and group" she smiled. "I'll talk to you later just give me a minute" I ran my fingers through my hair and checked my phone. I guess my sound wasn't off.